Unpredictable Mom

     If I tell you that I know what to do, then I am a liar. I don't want to rebel against my mom's wish and yet I don't want to put my feelings in line. Zain does not deserve to see Me.

  I had tried to hate him but my heart would not listen to my head. It's like it has its own mind.

   I wish I am strong like Tasha, I would handle this whole thing.

   "Dad, at a time like this I want you to talk to me. What do I do dad?"

   I cried out.

  My afternoon was ruined all because of a man who does care if he had hurt me or not.

   "Jenny you can do this, you can take the world, remember what you have passed through because of him. You have got to do this. Show Zain that you are over him. Let him see what he missed by rejecting you. You have got nothing to lose, rather he is the one who is a loser"

My mind screamed at me. It was easier said than done. If I think I can handle it, my Heart will tell me otherwise.

   "See what you have done to me, Zain. You are a ba****t. I will never forgive you for the emotional trauma you made me go through"

  I muttered and stood up to get my brush and painting equipment. It helps me deal with stress and I have been drawing a lot lately.

  I was home, waiting to gain admission and it will take me two to three months so what I could do to take my mind off unnecessary thoughts is to draw and paint anything, It's what I know how to do best.

  I went to my painting room and sat down and stared at the unfinished painting of mom. I started three days ago and see I will be through with it. I wanted to surprise her and I don't know if I will be able to finish it before leaving tomorrow. Mom had made it a must that I leave by tomorrow.

   I heard a crack and I jumped,

I turned around to see who had scared me and it was no other than Moris, I don't know what he is in my life, whether a best friend, boyfriend or friends with benefits.

  Mom allows him to come and see me, is to show you that my mom can never be predicted. The first time she met him, she did not like him and I fought over heels with her but later on, she allowed him to start visiting me only if he would keep his hands off me.

  And I tell you, we have been doing the opposite of that since.

   "What the heck, you scared me"

 I glared at him and he chuckled naughtily, 

 "I missed you and you know, I just want to hold you until you can't feel your legs"

 "Moris, that's not sexual terms . Are you trying to confuse me or what? You did not miss me, you missed my body. Leave, I am busy"

I said and turned my backs on him

"Pervert!"

I murmured.