Obsessed with You

    Tasha continued to answer questions thrown at her. At some point, someone asked her if she can tag the lady that she is in love with so that they can see her.

   She thought for a while and when I thought she was not going to say anything she tagged me, I was mad but her next message melted my heart.

   "I know you will probably be seeing this now and I know you are mad at me for mentioning you but I can't help it. I hope you realize how much you mean to me and run into my arms. I love you so much, Jenny"

Uproars followed her message and a lot was gushing over me, probably those who went to check my DP.

   "Gush, she is so beautiful and I am crushing on her already"

One said.

   "She looks like a baby doll, I hope she accepts you soon."

Another said. More comments followed and as I read them, my head began to spin around. I logged out before I would get a headache.

  I felt the urge to puke and I rushed into the bathroom to empty my stomach. When I was done, I felt relieved and returned back to the room looking dejected.

   Tasha is definitely going out of ways and for her to mention me, I am in deep trouble. Most of her followers would attack me for not accepting their fave's proposal which means my followers will increase.

   I just hate social media attention, the drama, the dragging and the scandals. A whole of things and if you are in for it, it will swallow you.

     I sighed and laid down on the bed, facing the ceiling.

  "How did Tasha and I get here?"

I asked myself.

Lost in my thoughts that I did not figure out that my phone was ringing.

   My attention was drawn to it and I picked it up. Moris was actually calling. He called again and I picked it up,

    "Moris hi"

I said like nothing is wrong. Not picking his call will make him think I am hurting and that's the least of things I want him to think. I had always sought for means to end things with him, I guess this is the time to tell him goodbye for good.

    "Jenny, I can explain. I did not…."

"You don't have to explain, Moris. I understand that it's about sex for you. I understand that you think with your dick not with your head so you see when I accepted you I knew what I signed up for. I am cool"

   I told him how I felt and his end went silent after I heard him sigh.

   "Hello"

He did not respond which made me pull my phone up to see if he was still on the phone. He was right there.

"You are not talking?"

I asked and he shifted in the background,

   "You know Jenny, I did not mean that. I just need to f**k someone and you were not available, this girl presented herself and I accepted, I am truly sorry baby girl"

   I found myself smiling, Moris doesn't have common sense. You can imagine what he said.

   "There is no need for this explanation, there was nothing between us except sex so since we can't give it to each because of distance. Going our separate ways would be the next option. I am telling you now that it's over between us, have a good life"

  I said and I didn't wait for him to say a thing and hung up the call, blocked his number on my phone, whatsapp, Facebook and Instagram. 

   He is my past now, that's where he belongs.

   I don't need negative energy around me.

 Tasha called afterwards,

"Jenny!"

She called softly when she heard my voice.

   "I am sorry about mentioning you"

She apologized,

"Tasha, no need to apologize. It's fine though"

I told her,

"Does that mean you accept?"

She asked with so much hope in her voice.

   "No, I did not accept. I broke up with Moris"

 "Really?"

She asked excitedly. 

   "Yeah, he has got a girl and I saw no reason to continue with him so I told him off"

I stated,

"That's my girl. You actually don't need a guy because they are not faithful but a girl will remain loyal to you"

   I was not surprised to hear that from her. She is against opposite sex relationship so she would think it's an opportunity for her to talk me into dating her. She has to try harder.

   "I know right. Girls are the best but I would go with someone who has a dick so stop trying"

   I told her plainly,

"Bye Jenny"

   Tasha hung up the call on me and I gritted my teeth. I just don't get why she would not accept the fact that I can't date her. 

Tasha's point of view……

I stood glaring at my reflection in the mirror with my phone shattered on the floor. 

   The rejection was massive, this is the third time she is telling me that she can't accept me. Why's it wrong for her to date me?

   I have known Jenny since we were kids and I have been through a lot for her because I love her. I had wanted to tell her how much I love her but because I don't want to ruin the beautiful friendship we have I kept quiet but I can't take it anymore.

  I thought she would see reasons to date me seeing that men have nothing to offer but heartbreak but matter how I try, it's not enough.

   I know I am not the only one who has dated her fellow gender. 

   "Jenny, you know I am so obsessed with you that I can't let you go,I must have you"

   I said clenching my fist.

   Mentioning her on IG was to let her know that I love her so much, that I am not faking it. She knows I am not but she chose to be a dickhead.