A Jealous Freak

    And that's where the problem lies. Getting in a love triangle is the worst that can happen to me at the moment.

  Wait! What? Is he being serious? He should ask me out not order me out.

   "You know my sister just deliver and I have got to be around, you know, stuff like that?"

   "You are kidding right? I am not stealing you away for the whole day. It would be for two hours or thereabout, what are you afraid of because I can sense fear in your voice"

    I ran my free hand on my hair and sighed frustratedly. Lucas might not mean something but you see Zain, he is a jealous freak. He can be a monster to show you who is in charge.

   Lucas has got all it takes to tackle Zain if Zain goes after him but I can't even think about conflict between them because of me.

   Sitting down, I sighed again,

"I know Lucas but…"

"Aha! No but my dear"

    He said cutting me off,

"Like I said before,I am not asking you, I am telling you. Be ready by 12pm. I will be pick you up from your house"

And his end went died. He literally cut the call for me not to protest.

   I hope I am doing the right thing by accepting Zain back. What if he wants to chase clout with me. What if at the end he chose his family over me? Do I really think he loves me genuinely or he is proving to me he can always get me back anytime he wants.?

   Many questions were running through my head and my head was aching from all of it.

   Damn me if at the end Zain ditch me again.

   I searched through my contacts list for Tasha's number and I called her,it did not go through. That's strange because he number would never be out of reach.

   I sent her a text telling her to reach out to me if she sees the text.

   Without wasting time, I wore my green line pajamas and climbed the bed. 

   Getting ready for the night is not a big deal for me unlike some ladies I know that would go through a lot of body and facial enhancement in the night to be able to glow the next day.

    I just have one last thing to do and that's telling my dairy how my day went. She would be excited to know I am back with Zain.

 I clicked on the folder and smiled,

"Heyloo beautiful"

   I am not insane addressing my Dairy as a human? Who does that? I have seen more insane things, like people naming their cars and a friend back in school gave her boobs twin names. It's funny though.

   I giggled and began writing my day experience.

   "I sketched Zain today and in the process, I met Thomas and her sister, June. We got along and I can say we are friends now. Owen kissed me and Zain kind of caught us and he was mad.

  Susan had her baby today and I could not go see her because of my allergic reaction.

  Zain and I got back, is that not insanity? It felt right but I don't know if I am making a mistake. Miss Celine and Thomas asked me to go where my heart is.

   But funny enough, Owen returned this evening and told me to go for his brother and I am curious to know what happened to prompt him to ask me to go for his brother. And tonight, Lucas called and insisted I go out with him tomorrow. I don't know how Zain would see it but I hope he doesn't get mad. He is a jealous freak.

   And least I forget, Tasha got a boyfriend and when she told me, she is not happy that I am happy for her. I beginning to think there is more to it and when I tried reaching her tonight, I did not get to her. I needed to know the juicy gist, unfortunately, I could not get to her which is unusual.

   I had a full day, I never expected it to go the way it went.

    Goodnight"

 I closed the folder and laid on my back with my eyes on the roof.

   It been a long day. With that thought, I closed my eyes and slept off.