Never Give Up

    Did I tell you that I lost everyone's contact including Jenny's. Mom made sure of that. And when I wanted to get Jenny's contact back from Trucy, he said the contact no longer exists. I was worried for years. I did not know if she was found and when I heard she was fine and happy, I stopped bothering.

  I was shocked to hear she broke up with Zain, the last thing I expected from her but then things are not really what they seem. I guess she figured out that her life with Zain might not be like she has dreamt, not after everything that has happened.

  Good thing is, she is living happily with my god kids and one of these days, I am going to pay her a surprise visit.

  I dated a couple of girls but none worked and you know why, I still got feelings for Jenny. I have been trying to kill the feeling so that when I meet her again, I would not want a thing between us. That's what has been delaying my visit to her.

  What happened with Felix? Since I wasn't much into him like I had thought, I did not bother to get his contact back and I am not sure I would want to run into him again.

    Life hasn't been what I wanted it but it has been great. After college, I went to fashion school and now I have my own fashion house. It's pretty cool being the CEO of yours. It was never what Jenny and I dreamt but as life goes on, our taste changes and we go for new things. And I am not regretting being a fashionista. I love it and it occupies my time much more than you can imagine. 

   It may seem ridiculous and maybe a little cheesy but every day is worth celebrating. Every moment of my life counts. It makes a difference when you see something good happen in your life; whether you do or don't see it is important to you.

  If there is one thing I learnt from Aunt Lowell, it's to put all negativity aside and go for what makes us happy. That advice came from someone who would do anything to make sure I never went for what made me happy.

     All these villain movies I watched for years taught me something, NEVER GIVE UP. There is one thing about them, they know that at the end good will prevail, but they keep fighting to their last breath. It's really not over until it is over. We should take life like that. 

    I sighed and moved away from the closet towards the window and drew the blinds open, making the sun rays to get passage into the room.   The city is just waking up and I could feel the energy coming with the morning. Each morning when I wake up and reflect on my life so far, it gives me an edge over the day.

  Regrets; I am not sure I really had one or probably I do, not having Jenny is something to regret. Ten years back, I had dreamt of having her and our kids, maybe two or three even when I was aware she had kids for her ex.

  Speaking of her ex, I am not sure she told him about the twins. If she did, Zain I know would not have let his kids grow outside of him which kind of brought me to the point of what really transpired between them both. 

   It's really not in my place to worry but someday when I see her I hope to ask her.

  My phone rang and I snapped towards it. I better take it, it might be business.

  I walked back to the bed where it is lying carelessly and I picked it up immediately,"Tasha Fashion"

I said the moment I picked the call. It was a business call after all.

    Few minutes, I was done with the call. It's a lady whose engagement is coming up soon and she wants me to do something out of the ordinary for her. Well,I had put a meeting for both of us later.

  With this, I decided get my day started. When you wake up early, you do a lot of work.

  Someone I know told me that and I tell you what, she has never been wrong about it.

   I tossed my nightie on the bed and walked into the bathroom tagging my towel along. New day New start.