79: JUMPING INTO CONCLUSION.

Vin quickly picked the salt shaker and placed it on my face. Jesus, will j have to deal with this until am done with this meal? I just hope he is not planning anything else other than just eating and everyone going home. 

I lifted my eyes to try and gaze at something. Looking at this food is interesting but I also want to look at people around this table. At least I will get off the idea of Vin being beside me and him heaving like a tired donkey while chewing his food loudly like a pig! Leave alone the sweat that was coming from his body.

I picked my fork, dipped it inside the steak, and uses my knife to cut a piece before lifting it to my face, I came face to face with Daniella's face and accidentally poked my nose with the piece of meat on my fork.

"Ouch," I cried silently.

Luckily, no one saw me except for Daniella who busted into laughter but closed her mouth while looking at me.

"Damn Dee, can you not stare for once and look at your food, I will confuse everything if you keep on doing this," I thought to myself while placing the fork back into my and wiping my face with a tissue.

I didn't want to look back at Dee so I looked at my food and pretended to be concentrated on it.

"Ding," I heard my phone vibrate from my pocket. I removed it and looked at who sent me a message.

Daniella: sorry about your nose how are you feeling?

This is getting awkward now. I can feel my blood rushing in my veins, so cold like being slapped with a slab of ice on my face. 

Vin is beside me, her girlfriend is texting me and Natalia is just busy with her food, she has not told me anything since we started the practice. 

I looked at Vin with my side view and he was also busy on his phone. 

Who is he texted and what is he texting?

That is the question that that is running in my head. 

Me: Am good thanks, you should focus on your food.

I tested back plainly and returned my phone into my pocket.

I lifted my eye once again to see what she was doing next. Vin was still on his phone so he couldn't see what she was doing.

See lifted his eyes to look at me, and used the 'what' sign at me.

Natalia's back was facing me, she turned back to look at who Daniella was making the signs to and I quickly bowed my head and went on to eat.

"Shit!" If she sees this she is going to be grumpy for the who year.

I slightly moved my head and I saw Natalia waking from her seat and heading nowhere.

"Jesus!" Hope she won't start any drama now. 

But too late, the drama jas already started and her going to the washroom is a big deal. She might stay there for like the whole night and not come back.

"Is she seriously mad about me talking to Daniella?" 

Some reasons I hate relationships. Some simple pimple things bring in big arguments. Now look at the relationship am having, we have just talked about trying something out and she is mad about me talk g with Dee.

"Excuse me," I said to Brian who was in a deep conversation with Damien about? 

I don't know!

"Wait, where are you going?" He asked while looking at Vin.

"Some fresh air," I said while moving to the washroom. 

Daniella was busy with Clara, she didn't see me get up, Vin shot me a glare as he looked at Dee to see if she will also stand up, "not with her," I mumbled silently to myself.

I rushed to the washroom to find Natalia, and there she was, sitting on the floor. Humming to herself and tapping on her phone.

"Can I ask you a question?" 

"Why is this relationship so complicated than my first relationship. I mean I didn't have to do anything in my first other than spending my money and going on dates, this seems pretty complicated. Someone just getting goofy after every second and she doesn't want me to talk to anybody. Why is she this way? Okay, doing answer that"

I sat next to her, lifted my hand and placed it on her shoulder. I rubbed her back, back and forth to calm her and assure her that am still there.

"Are you okay?" I asked her.

You don't want to see the daggers that were thrown my way. Like, "bitch do I look okay to you?" 

I didn't even need her to tell me because it was written all over her face.

I removed my hand from her shoulder and kept them to myself.

How is this supposed to be solved? 

"I don't want to lure Natalia, but at the same time....."

What am I even talking about? 

I want to try out with Natali, I don't want this to be a one-sided type of love. I thought I could love her, treat her right but every time I try I can't, am still a prisoner back to someone, am still prisoned to her.

We never did anything special with her just her presence and her near me is all I want. 

For Natalia, that is not what is happening.

If you ask me how many times Natalia has crosses my mind after yesterday, it's zero, she hasn't. I didn't even choose her for modelling mama did and now she is here, if I don't tell her something sweet and assure her that I love her, then the show will be messed up.

I looked at her, I decided to return my hands to her shoulder.

"Stop, just stop Davids!" She shouted while standing up and threw my hands away which ended up hitting the walk painfully. 

I let the pain run through the body because I wanted to concentrate on her.

"Natalia comes on babe," I tried to calm her while moving toward her.

"Don't babe me Davids, I saw you, you two were using hands signs to communicate, what was that about?" She asked while poking at me and I was feeling pain from the burnt that I had.

"Can you stop, she did this," I shouted while lifting my jacked so that she could see the pain that she was causing me.

"What?" Asked Natalia while slowly placing her hands on my stomach, I closed my eyes, hoping to feel something from her touch but I felt nothing, they were just like any normal hand touching.

"Am sorry babe," I told her while she was placing her hand on my stomach.

"Am sorry, I jumped to a conclusion, I should have asked you first," she said while touching my cheeks and caressing them gently.

"Jesus, girls with Jumping into conclusions!" 

I dropped my jacket and placed my two hands on her cheeks. "Please don't worry about her, it's you and me here," I told her while leaning down to her level.

She looked at me and nodded while smiling at me. 

"This is pathetic!" I thought to myself as I closed my eyes.

I suddenly felt something soft on my lips. My eyes quickly opened wide with their orbs almost popping out of their sockets.

What is Natalia doing? Why is she kissing me out of the blue?

I just went with what she was doing, she is a good kisser though, she tilted her head and I placed my hands on her neck, like someone who was enjoying the moment.

the kissing went on, she had her hands all over me, I didn't know how to pretend to be liking it, but I had to pretend that I liked it. I kissed her while placing my hands on her back.

"babe," she called amidst the kiss.

"mmh," I answered.

"I want you now," she demanded while pulled me so forceful and dropped me in a corner.

"am not doing this, trust me, this has gone too far and if by any chance we have sex, that is the end of me. she moved us into one of the toilets and closed it. she lifted her top and was left in her bra only.

she has good breasts, small, fitting very well in her bra. " done watching?" she said as she lifted my hand to her breast. 

she startled me with her behaviour. 

I don't want to do this to her, I don't want to make a bed that I won't lie on. 

I also don't want to tell her that I don't feel anything because it will mess up mama's fashion show. she might tear up everything because of my confession.

 placing my hand on her breast, she made sure I touched her naked breast, I wanted to remove it but I couldn't at the same time this is wrong.

 if anybody finds us here, not anybody, but if Daniella finds me here, she might also lose it.

I decided to let my brain focus for a second and save us all before something breaks or fighting erupts for nothing.

"babe," I said to her while placing her on the hand washing bowl.

"you don't want me, babe?" she asked with an angry voice.

"no, I want it to be special, our first time, not in a toilet

"You don't want me, Babe?" Sue asked with an angry voice.

"No, I want it to be special, our first time, not in a toilet, I want to lie you in a bed of roses, not in here, we might get infected," I said to her while caressing her hair and pinching her cheeks playfully.

"Really babe?" She asked with an excited tone.

I nodded while helping her wear her top.

"I will surprise you okay?"  Asked her and she nodded excitedly.

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