88: I WANT TO DO THIS WITH HER.

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My alarm was ringing for the tenth time this morning, but I didn't know that I was not determined to wake up and get out of this bed. I stretched trying to turn over and over. "Lord, why are Mondays always this brutal?" I thought to myself while pulling my blankets over my head.

"Are you going to wake up or you are still going to be goofy in this bed?" 

"Aunt Emma, I just don't want to wake up from this bed," I complained to her while rolling on the bed. 

"You know you don't have to go to school today, you are still mourning remember?" She said while looking through my closet.

I knew that I didn't need to go to school because it's still early for me to go. But that is not what my body wanted. If I stay in this house for the whole day, I will probably get some migraines. 

People keep coming and going. For the whole night, there has been a lot of noise from the drunkards, some people fucking behind the house, others peeing aimlessly at the walls. I know if I go outside now, I will found a big mess that I don't want to imagine what the compound looks like.

"I am going to school I don't want to stay at home," I said to Emma while throwing the covers off my body. 

I remember Mrs Black said that I need to focus on what am doing and that is what I want to do. I am going to stand up from this bed, wear my best clothes, comb my hair and go to school. Studies are a must but my talents are important. I will sing at the music fair even if my music members don't want me there and I am going to join other models this evening!

That was my diary for the day. I don't need to write it in my dairy book, but I need to cram it like a mantra and say it every day. That is how a focused person should look like.

Like Brian, the way he is throwing some bitchy words towards you when you annoy him and forces you to say sorry when you've wronged him.

The only person whom I have never seen focused is Davids. She is a joker. I mean,  which type of a focused human being is always outside, playing, jumping around and being kinky? Focused people are busy in their work. Not jumpy the way she is.

"What are you smiling about?" Asked Aunt Emma while throwing some clothes on my bed.

Smiling, don't tell me I was smiling while thinking about Davids goofy face and joker tricks whenever she is in school.

"Nothing aunt, I was just thinking of how I'm going to join my fellows today," 

That is a lie. 

The reason why am forcing my body to wake up and go to school is because of her. I know she won't miss school came what. I just want to see her even if we are not talking. 

I will be satisfied to see her face. Just face and that we are it. Next, I will make sure I rejoin the music team, to see her face again. 

I excused myself and went to the bathroom to take a shower.  The water was warm, just how I like it. But that is not what kept me here, I just couldn't get Davids to face out of my head. The way she kissed me touched my waist and locked me on the bed using her arms. 

This is making more aroused me more. The way the water dripped in my body, makes me feel like it's Davids hands slowly moving on my bare body. I can't keep this for long. My hands are always wondering and they just can't stop where they are. 

"Aah, aah,". I moaned as I climaxed using my hands.

I clasped my hands to my mouth to avoid causing noise to my aunt Emma who is still in my room trying to find good clothes for me to wear.

I don't know this feeling. But I have never tried this before. I just feel relaxed after the session. But I don't want to do this alone. I want to try tho out with Davids so bad. So bad that I wanted her to fuck me the way she fucked Natalia that she was giggling endlessly at the table. 

That is what I want. But how will she give me that if am already breaking up with her? 

I will just try my best and trick her, just make sure we have some little time together.

I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked to the bedroom. Aunt Emma had brought my breakfast in my room and she was ironing my skirt. 

" Aunty, you didn't need to do this, you know I can join mum while she is having her breakfast," I said to her while drinking some juice from the tray.

"She smiled and stood up from the ironing table. " I know that darling, I just thought it will be good to treat you for once," she said while patting me on the shoulder.

I smiled and drunk my juice silently while admiring her education to ironing my pleated skirt which takes all year to he straight.

"Just so you know, Vin is around and he is talking to your mother," she said while placing my skirt on the bed and switching the socket off.

I nodded and cleared the drink from the glass and she took the tray with her.

"Ant Emma," I called her and she turned around to look at me with her beautiful smile.

"Thank you," I said to her and she nodded before closing the door behind her.

Wearing my clothes. I wondered whether she was successful with searching for Mr Right. So deserves one who will treat her with care just like she is treating me with a lot of care.

I picked my backpack, after applying my make-up to my face and smiling to the mirror to make sure I was more than a peacock.

I ascended the stairs, I heard Vin and my mother talking while laughing. I didn't hear what they were saying as other people were also in the table but that we're eating silently. 

I adjusted my skirt and moved to the last stairs. I walked to my mother and placed a kiss on her cheek before greeting her. 

"I thought you will take another day off," said my mother while caressing my arm.

"It will be boring and I will be thinking of nothing plus I need to catch up for the week that I lost," I said to her before moving to Vin's side.

"Morning babe?" I greeted him while kissing his cheeks.

"Morning, that kiss is quite exceptional," he commented.

This is ridiculous. I was not kissing him. I was imagining that is Davids cheek that is why I kissed it more passionately.

I know you think it's weird that am kissing Vin yet I have just masturbated using Davids picture in my head and moaning her name before cumming.

I know Vin probably fucked one of the models just as Davis said, so am not the only one who is bad. He is also a sinner. And neither do I feel sorry not apologetic.

He can shove his robots in his ass if he can't put his dick in his pants and close the zipper.

"I am coming, just completing my breakfast," he told me and I left the table after waving goodbye to everyone.

I know I am acting unusual today. They will have to deal with it. I am just trying to focus here. I want to change my life. I want to be a good person and my career is something I want to build. No one is going to prevent me from that.

I found Frank in the Lamborghini chewing some things inside his mouth. He is always this way. His mouth is always chewing something. If now that, then some gum if not gum he is busy popping ground nuts in his mouth while dangling his legs.

"Morning Frank," I greeted without acceptance in the world.

"Morning to Dee, where is Vin?" He asked while opening a door for me.

"He is coming just give him some time," I said to him and he closed my door before going to the driver's seat.

Vin joined us and we started our journey to school.

I don't know what Vin was looking in the phone, but I was happy that he found something to wristwatch him apart from me. If nothing was distracting him, he would have forced me into sliding my legs inside the lamb and pumped himself into me.

I opened a boon and pretended to be reading it. The truth, I was busy scrolling through social media.

Checking WhatsApp for a status update, checking the reels that people have made and admiring Davids pictures one by one. 

The other day I didn't get to look at her pictures in by one. I was just scrolling through. This was the perfect time.

I looked at her older pictures. When he was like ten years old. She had locks but they were long. They were medium in length. She was with her parents and Brian whom I can identify in the photo.

It looks like they were in Dubai because of the buildings. Davids was in a pair of shorts and a vest. Even when she is young she still jas that masculine look.

I remember Brian saying that at the age of five she was not wearing any girlish clothes, she was always in suits. 

And try to his word, if you look at Davids picture when she was ten, most of the events she attended were her in suits. Few of them had her in casual dressing And I didn't find any picture of her in a dress.

I went in to look at more of her picture. They are mainly taken inexpensive places. 

After I was done with her page, I took screenshots of some pictures that were funny and looking beautiful. Generally, all pictures were beautiful but I can't screenshot everything I just picked the best.

"Babe, are you ready to go in?" Asked Vin startling me from my phone.

I closed my phone and gave him the sweetest smile. "Yes babe, am ready," I said as I placed my book back into my backpack.

School is the other red carpet that I hated. The students will be there waiting to see me after m father's death. The school popular bloggers are here with their cameras trying to ask me questions and taking pictures of me like some money thirsty paparazzi.