Daniella
Daniella's P.O.V
Ever been in love with someone but you can't see any hopes of being together after some few months of spending time with them and agreeing to have them but alter things changed?
Are you asking me how I am feeling at this point?
I don't know, I mean, I am married, from the pictures I was showing my thirty-two because that was an order but inside here, inside my heart and soul, I feel like I want to throw everything away, I don't want yo wear this ring I don't want to be the wife I am not ready to be a wife, I don't care if I am going to be another but I am not going to carry the children of that bastard!
The man who has made my life a living hell ever since day one, I just realised that he doesn't even have a home and has been relying on my grandfather to help him out in his life.
I wanted everything with Davids, she is the person I ever wanted, but I don't know what is going on, I can't believe I let her rot in this place because they made me believe he was the person who assaulted me and almost killed me, but Vin was responsible for this, you don't know how it feels to know about that.
I have lost my friends, I have lost my bestie and my lover, things that I will never find in this world are all gone.
I can't imagine the shame that Davids and her family were out through. She was innocent, just as she claimed, but I was not thinking, I hope you place yourself in my shoes, you wi understand what I am talking about.
I don't know how to make things right, all I know is I don't want Davids behind these walls, this is not her home, this is not where she was supposed to be, and this is not where she belongs.
Davids was supposed to be in college, doing her degree, engaging in some important roles in college just as she was in high school. Developing new sites, coming up with brand new ideas on interior design something she loves.
I don't acre if sue doesn't live le anymore, I just want her out of this place. I want the people responsible to in here but not her.
If you want to ask me about my married life, there is nothing to tell.
If you are married to someone whom you don't love, you will never feel anything fun, I just there sitting around confined to my room.
Today getting out was not easy, I lied to Vim that I was getting a massage and some nail treatment before I go for my hair making.
I know he agreed quickly because he was having a session with Lady Boo. I tricked the lady in charge of the salon and she agreed to drive me over here. I know she will keep her mouth shut.
I missed Davids and coming to see her was not easy, I had to beg Brian and do everything he asked of me. I had to explain to him the main reason I was coming to see her.
He directed me to Miss P and Miss P arranged everything. I wanted to see how she was. She looks tough and different from the loving lady I knew. She was loving but now, she is cold. Her actions are different and she doesn't want to show any affection towards me.
I deserve it, she needs to do it because I remember her voice trying to beg me to tell the court the whole truth but I couldn't do that. I didn't know it was all a frame.
Watching her leave me behind, I know sue is determined to free herself from this place. The only fear I have is facing her after all this.
I want her to be around, I don't want to go on living with the same people who are not caring, she was caring and loving. She knew what I wanted at a particular time.
Right now, all I can be given is a timed two hours to the spa and go back with everything done. For the rest of the days', everything is dictated to you.
What you eat, when you go out I bet if not for the balcony, I won't be seeing any sun.
I am a prisoner in my home, I don't have freedom.
I watched as she was being escorted to her cell, I wanted her to glance just one last time, the last time and look me in the eyes, maybe give me some assurance that everything is gonna be okay.
I stopped one last time to look at her, but she didn't, instead, she got inside her cell and Matteo removed her cuffs.
"Are you done?" Came Miss P's voice.
"Sure, thank you," I said.
Her eyes didn't give me a happy face. I had given her three hundred dollars to do this but she can't be happy?
"Thank yourself, you've hurt someone who didn't deserve to be hurt, she is in here because you messed everything up, just get her the fucking evidence and get her out of this place."
So she was listening to our conversation.
"How much have you heard?" I asked her.
"Much to know the type of assholes you guys are. Why would you even want to destroy her life? She is just a normal person, did nothing to any of you but she is in here, it's not good," she said.
I knew it was not good.
Every day I blame myself for what I did.
I bade her goodbye and went to find my designated survivor sitting in the car. She saw me and opened the door for me, though she didn't need to do that.
"Is everything okay?" She asked as she drive us through the road.
"I hope it will be, I just don't know how to re rewrite the wrongs done by my family but I am going to do it," I told her.
That was the plan from now on, save Davids, make her happy once again, let her live and have a happy life away from everything. That's is my plan, my first operation!
Later that night:
"You took so long to do your things, I thought we agreed on two hours?" Shouted Bin as she looked at her.
"I am sorry, there were many people and I love doing my hair with special rose water which had to be ordered because they didn't have any," I replied to Vin.
We have cane back late and the driver kept looking at me from his rearview.
Arriving home, Vin was all mad at me for nothing, something I didn't do at all.
Coming late, so I can't come home late because I am married.
"Next time, book an appointment or you will stop going to that cartoonist," she said with an angry tone.
"Undrestood," I replied.
He stood up and walked towards me, reaped my clothes off and pushed me over to the bed, "time to male babies."
This is the time I always hate in my life. Someone on top of me, heaving on me as his sweat pours on me. Knowing that someone just went to fuck some girl and now he is on top of me as if nothing happened during the day.
He has made it clear to me that I was just his entertainment and the person who was supposed to get his attention and his love. I don't care at all, but coming on top of me and tearing my clothes apart because you have the rights it's not right.
"Part your legs wider, that's not my job. It's either you part them or I beat them until you won't be able to walk anymore," he said.
What can I do, I slid for him as he forced himself in me. I was just there, imagining Davids. How she was strongly built. Her muscles were looking all good not like Vin and all I wanted to feel was Davids.
Too bad, I am stuck with this man for a husband.
All he knows is to pump without care, he will force me to moan and call his name, spank my ass which was now painful and pink from his hands.
I wish you need how much I want freedom in my life. I just want to be free, be a free bird and fly to wherever I want to go without being bothered.
I looked at my side but all I could see was his heavy body on me, he has been losing his figure. The high school figure that most girls used to admire while. Nowadays he is just there, his belly protruding, you might confuse him with some drunk old man on a drunken spree.
"Argh, uh, I am coming baby, I am coming," he groaned as he shouted.
I just wanted to be done, so that I can take my birth control pulls that he doesn't know about. Those are the only things helping, or else I will be carrying his babies right now.