267: I Love You?

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"I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't mean any of this to happen. I was also a victim the same way you were. If I had wanted this to happen then I wouldn't get the baby the way I had told you. I still went back to Mrs Smith to ask if I can get someone to donate his sperm to help me get a baby. I looked for a hidden identity because I didn't want someone I knew. Mrs Smith couldn't give me someone whom she knows would come to mess me later, that's when I got these two babies."

Mrs Smith? Why had I forgotten about her? Fuck me, what am I even thinking about. Okay, why Is Daniella telling me about this? She just had a bad dream and had nothing to fear. It's just bad and with time this is going to end and she will be okay. She doesn't need to fear anything. 

It's okay, you don't have to fear anything. Everything is going to be okay.

She looked at me and all I was seeing were tears all over her face.

"They are always about me hurting you, they have never been about anything else. Not even my kids, not even being hurt by someone else. It's either I am the one hurting you or you get in trouble for something I did. The ending is painful and I dont want to imagine it, Davids. Please, forgive me I know I did something bad to you but please, I am dying here every night. I can't even sleep. It's either I am facing a nightmare at night or regretful during the day."

What? This is so bad. As much as I am trying to avoid her, I didn't know things were this tragic for her. She has gone through enough for me to treat her like this. Maybe my thoughts were true and my inner demons are saying the truth. I don't need to punish her over something that happened. She said sorry for what she did. Maybe I should let her be. She doesn't need to be suffering because of what I did. This is painful. Look at her, she is tired and it's only at night. She doesn't need to go through this again. I can't imagine she has been living like this. With this nightmare attacking her every night. This is very dangerous and it needs to stop killing her.

            Daniella, look at me. 

It's better to settle this issue and be done with it. I don't need to mess her up. If I love her, what's the harm. Maybe we can try things out. 

'Yeah, that's who you are, stop acting like a cold murderer whom you are not. She is sorry and I would love you to be happy. I want to see the happy person I always love.'

Okay, you are now talking too much, go back, thank you for your service.

Daniella lifted her face and looked at me. My hands couldn't control themselves. They went up to her cheeks and wiped the tears. She needs to be happy. She had been through a lot and the dream is much worse for her to go through. She needs to be free.

I dont want you to get hurt okay, I don't want to be hurt either. I love you. It huts me this much to see you going through this and I might be the reason for all this. I know you didn't want anything to happen. Maybe I was trying to act so hard on you. I wanted to be this tough girl who made sure she doesn't fall in love again. Sorry but I am not that cold heart billionaire. I am Davids Black. That's my identity. I am the same young girl you loved the same young girl you told to fuck off when I tried to teach you a saxophone for an exchange class. I am still the girl with whom you were meant to have a good furore together. I love you and I don't want to hurt you. 

She was crying, tears flowing done her cheeks while looking at me. I had missed her a lot and I could be preventing my eyes from being wet. They were shedding tears too. I have been difficult on Daniella and I know it. This is the girl I loved and if I start saying that I never loved her even once, I will be lying. I think it's time I stop using her marriage as a thing to hinder our love. Vin is not in the picture and I didn't see her loathing that she still wants him.  She is beautiful and everyone will kill to have her. Please tell me I am not doing a stupid mistake. 

"I love you too Davids. I thought that I would have to seduce you again to fall for me all over. I know I can't make up for the time that we lost. I believe these kids who look similar to you will tell you how five years without you have been. I prayed that they look like you even for the nine months that they were in my belly. Turns out one of them took your physical feature and if that was heaven answering my prayers, then I want it to answer all my prayers.  I can't promise you heaven and earth because we cant displace all these human beings from here and take heaven which is big but with few people who have nowhere to go. I am okay with being your world. Oh, plus our three kids.".

Uh, she is funny when she speaks about kids. Lawd, why was I a jerk? She deserved to be happy the way she is. She doesn't need to be sad and crying because I am a jerk. I pray that this nightmare stops. 

Maybe you should be sleeping here and my t-shirt fits perfectly on you. Don't fear anything because I will always be with you here, Sleeping next to you.

She raised her head and placed her lips on mine. I was hesitant for a while. I don't know if it is okay to claim her lips like this again. I want to, so bad but I don't know how this will make me look. Stupid or greedy? Taking her kiss at this time of the night. Do you think maybe I should wait?

"Hey, it is me, Daniella. Okay. No one is going to kill you for doing this, plus I am an adult now, you have nothing to worry about."

Do I have anything to worry about? I want to ask her about her marriage but I can't because that is not important now. What's important is me and her in this bed? All I want is her. Too bad, I only have my hands at this moment. Hope they do a good job 

She lifted her lips and they crashed into mine. Soft, plump, cherry-like and tastier than before. I want more. 

She pulls her lips back and looks at me. I don't know where this is going but I want this to last. She looks at my lips and pushes me to the bed. Wow, is she going to dominate me now? We have just started this and my hands are already itching to go deeper into her body.

She looks into my eye and lifts the locks that are covering my face. Turning my head sideways, she traces her hands on my tattoo before leaving it. This is very arousing I must admit. I have never felt like wanting this for a while. She places a kiss on the top of the tattoo and directs her hand to my scar. Her hands are warm, not as cold as I came in. She places wet kisses on my face. Stops. Looks at me again. 

Why does she stop? I don't want her to stop, please go on. I want to say but she beats me at that. She place her lips on my lips again but my had still stiff to roam her body. She lifts them to her hips. This is a good sign. If she wanted me to touch her, men, I want to. Like never before. Our lips sync. The last time we did this was just a simple one we didn't go any further. She was still underage and I was eighteen. Right now we are all of age. 

She moans as our lips interlock once more. I place my hands on her head and lengthen the kiss further. I didn't want her to escape at this moment.

      Suddenly she jolts, stops and looks at me. 

         "What about the girl you are dating?"

Fuck, did I tell her that?  I am in a relationship? Stupid me I think I forgot about that. 

       That was nothing, I swear.

Maybe I should start defending myself before shit gets real. We were having a good time and I didn't want any of that to end. She is good at this. I know I can't get any other person to do this. Why is she even think that I will get myself another lady to satisfy my urges if not her?

      "Are you sure you haven't touched anybody since you left prison?"

If that ANYBODY included you, then I have touched one today.