277: Though There is no right time

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Clara looked at me and so did everyone in the circle. Yes, I was reunited with Davids and she did accept me back. I am happy that she did that. I had always wanted her to do that but it only took her longer to accept that she still loved me no matter what. I nodded to them and smiled. Mum Vicky hugged the men tightly while shedding a tear. She didn't imagine that Davids managed to come out and proclaim her love for me once more. She knew that she had nothing to worry about and Daniella was in good hands. Looking at her, she commented on her happiness that was now back and the way she was all smiley when looking at Davids. Everyone was excited that they were finally back together.

Brian, Vicky and Annie were kind of busy talking about something giving Clara and me some time to ourselves to talk about other things. Clara went to the balcony and I followed her. Once we were there Clara couldn't stop giggling because every time she faced me it was a smile after a smile making me wonder if she was going to spill her tea already.

Okay, can we start with the part where re you have been red and giggling the whole time that you didn't even eat your supper properly?

I started the conversation. Maybe she would calm down and start talking to me. As much as I wanted to tell her about Davids and me, I need her to explain to me what had happened ever since they left the place.

"I have a lot to tell you, I don't even know where to begin. I mean it has been a rollercoaster ride, it was like a honeymoon though it was not because I don't have a ring on my finger."

Don't worry babes, you will get one very soon, I know Damien, he better tie you down for life instead of being worried about having to make love to you with protection. He better go raw and gets you pregnant in time.

"Eeew, your mind is kind of off, don't you think? I was talking about having a wedding and a good life."

I look at her and I am now wondering, how far they have come within a short period. If she is already thinking about a wedding and a happy life at this time, then she must have done a lot more than just be together for about a month.

             "Okay, so for starters, we did it, awww."

She is screaming, it's like she can't believe what she has done. I mean I am happy that she has finally done something that she wanted but I wanted more details. How exciting was this to make her this happy?

"So, do you know she took me to this villa on the beach and it was heaven that I couldn't even imagine and she told me that we could take things slowly meanwhile but I wanted him more than anything? I just wanted him to know that I love him and wanted to do everything with him. He was grateful that I was also ready but even more excited that I am the first person to engage sexually. I didn't know that it will be that exciting, why didn't you tell me about it? Like I have been really stalling about this and now here I am like every day, I just want him and much more. Though he comes with different ideas every day.."

The way she was shouting was just making me feel like she has enjoyed herself to the fullest to have her that excited. Who wouldn't be? It's her first time with the person that she loves the most. Like she has been keeping herself well preserved for Damien and didn't like engaging with anyone and I am happy for her.

Making love is good when you are doing it with the person you love, it is not like when I was with Vin. I was just there to make him feel satisfied but for me, I was never satisfied. To some extent, I felt like  I was dead and was a ghost being forced to do what I didn't like. With Davids things are different, she makes me feel alive, she is everything to me. Even though she doesn't have a real dick, she is more than just that. She makes you feel appreciated in your life. That is what I love about her. I am happy that Damien makes you feel the same way babes, but why haven't you gotten pregnant already?

"What? Come on I am not rushing anything, plus Damien is making sure that he is ready to be a father and the same to me. Though he is telling me that whatever comes we will face it head-on."

I love how Damien is committed to making sure that she is comfortable with her life. I mean she is just twenty-three and can take all the time she wants to prepare herself. Though there is never a right time to get pregnant. 

She looks at me and I see her expression change. I don't know if I had done something wrong, but I know I did everything correctly. 

"I wanted to ask you, how did you know it was the right time? I mean you were married to Vin and didn't know what to expect. What made you get those two little cheeky babies.?"

No one has ever asked me about that. Though I had told Davids that I would love a baby in the future, she even made sure that she took me to Mrs Smith though we were not ready yet. Listening to Clara asking me about that, I didn't know what to tell her. Though I have a vague idea.

You know getting these two babies was the idea I had with Davids. Though at that time,  it was a joke, there was nothing that came up to make us do that. I think we just hopped to a yacht that was written by my name and luckily we got Ashley, that was the first time I got to meet her. At the same time, I was afraid that maybe we were taken to the wrong place. Then Mrs Smith welcomed us, we were good friends after that. She took us for a tour and I decided that maybe if I want children I would prefer the insulation method. When I got married to Vice he aimed to make sure that he gets me pregnant and then boast about it to Davids. Mirah was brought in, but she was not like everyone else. She made sure that I was okay and even was there to make sure that if I go somewhere, she covers for me. I decided to go to Mrs  Smith and spoke to her about my idea. The deal was to make sure that I get pregnant then lie to Vin that the baby was his.  It's not like I was getting the babes for him, I wanted to get something or someone who could cheer me up though you were always there and made sure I was 1happy.

Clara looked at me and hugged me. That was my vague idea which turns out was more than vague. I knew what I said and Clara hugged me. 

"I hope if I get my own I will be delighted the way you are, I mean Zeke and Noele are just perfect pictures for me, then they met with Rose they are all loud around. This is all I want trust me but after he puts a ring around my finger."

I laughed at her ideas, there is nothing wrong to want someone to put a ring, around your finger.  I know she doesn't want to disappoint her parents who are downtown in the other part of town.

What about your mum and Dad Clara, it's good to talk to them once in a while, it won't hurt. Remember they lost their son and life has been hell for them. You have been avoiding them for almost ten years when you escaped to this place. Just make sure you are not making any mistakes because they are also waiting for you to come home. Have you ever talked to Damien about them? He might be willing to help babes, I don't want to hear about my parents except for my dad but at the same time, we don't choose where we were born.

She rubs her forehead and looks out at the pool that was below us. I know she is avoiding her parents. She even escaped to the highland after her aunt passed. She never talked to he parents because when her brother passed on, they were focusing on him and forgot that she was also broken.

"Do you think they will acknowledge me after all those years? I avoided them at the funeral but at the same time, they have made me feel like they don't want me. That's why I have been avoiding them. It's not like I hate them, but I don't want them to feel like I am that child who left home and is now coming back. Plus what will they think of me?"

            Go and see what they will they are thinking.