307: Emma And Amanda.

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Daniella couldn't believe that her whole life has been fucked up. It's like she was in a bad dream and was now out of it. She felt like the nightmare was over for everyone. She felt like she was coming to freedom and her next step was to kill someone and be happy after that. She wanted to, jump, and cry but she couldn't. Her life had been a lie and the lie was a big secret of how the woman whom she thought was her mother, was not her mother, and the man whom she thought was once the man she loved, wasn't. Instead, this was a whole lie in front of her. The most painful thing was, that Vin was not even twenty years old, but a big man in front of her. She wanted to ask about his age but she kept quiet, she knew she had rubbed her body in his disgusting body. It disgusted her. She wanted to puke everything and start fresh. Davids was watching her. She wanted to go there and rub her back, tell her not to worry but she couldn't. Her father was talking but her whole mind was not there, she was looking at Daniella cry herself out.

      "Davids, are you okay, we can talk about this later if you want."

Davids nodded to her father and focused on Daniella. She hated herself for keeping a lot from her. She had never wanted Daniella to focus on her past. She always wanted her to be happy and know that she is loved no matter what. She didn't know what her dad said to affect her. 

She watched her hug her dad while crying. After finding out that Amanda was not her mother, Vin was not the normal boyfriend that she thought of, he just had a baby face but in the real sense, he was an older man with disgusting behaviors. 

"Dad, did you know my mother? I just want to know who was my mother. At least I will be happy. Even if she is dead, that is all I want for now. I don't care about Amanda, she is going down the drain today and I will be watching her do that."

Brown looked at the floor, then at her daughter who was waiting for answers. He knew its better to say everything right now rather than have them bottled up again. He was hoping this was going to be a stepping stone to their good friendship.

"Emma, Emma was your mother. She is the one I was asked to sleep with and you were born. To hide everything, both our memories were erased to make us think that Amanda was the mother. I think that was what Emma was trying to tell you before she was killed. I think her deal was to find out what was happening in the whole family and she started discovering the truth, and slow by slow she discovered that you were her caught but she couldn't tell you straight away. She was looking for ways to tell you but you were still young, you could have believed her."

Daniella shook her head as she remembers how Emma used to make sure she fold her clothes and iron her skater skirts that no one wanted to iron because they couldn't be kept in place. Emma made sure she was eating very well and even volunteered to bring food to her room when she was not awake. 

"The only picture I have of her is when she was in my room. She took a picture of me and her and said it was good to keep memories, though I remember him clearly, dad. She was helpful she listened to me, to whatever I was saying. She would tell me to be good, she never seemed to like Vin around me, at the same time I could sense that she was afraid to say something. Sometimes I would wake up and she was there, looking at me sleeping."

Brown hugged Daniella. That was the only comfort he could give her. He knew he had a lot to do. He promised to be with her from now onwards. He is not ashamed of who he was and wants to make amends. 

"I understand dad, you tried your best, do you think I can also get a doctor to help me remember some things? I feel like there are important things that I need to remember in my life. I thought that I will be able to remember everything after I realized that Davids didn't rape me or do anything to me. Nothing has come up ever since.  I want to remember some important things in my life."

Brown knew that was a hard thing to do. Asking for someone to recreate your memories and make you remember something, is hard. Though he knows Davids will make sure she does what Daniella wants.

"I will talk with Mr. Black and Davids. You might need someone beside you baby."

They both looked at Davids who suddenly turned her face away pretending to be listening to what was being said. 

"The had my back always, even though I have messed her up in life. I want to make sure everything is fine dad. Maybe remembering some things will make work easier for both of us. I just want to be free of everything. Today I will let go of the first one, tomorrow is another day to try again."

Brown nodded and they joined the other group that was in the room. 

"These are the rules, make sure you don't have any blood on you. It's going to be a murder scene and whoever shoots, please shoot her in the head. I hate people like her. I know you've both made a tough decision today. If someone was to do that. I would also drive a knife to his or her chest without a second thought."

The metal door was raised and their face of Amanda was seen. She was fitted in a chair, a gag in her mouth. She tried to speak but she couldn't. She was wriggling in the chair trying to set herself free but she couldn't. She was left with only one option l, to sit and wait for the next thing.

The gag was removed from her mouth and she started talking at once. 

"I am truly sorry for what I did, I didn't mean to do any of that. I know  I wasn't supposed to take her. I just wanted Daniella back. Daniella's baby looks at me. I love you, as a mother, I love you so much and wanted to reunite with you please baby."

Daniel walked out of the crowd and took a sit in front of her. She sat confidently. She was afraid of her. Listening to all that her dad had said about her, she was not afraid of her anymore. All she wanted to do was to make sure, she is killed and erased from the face of the earth.

"Daniella, we all know that you are not strong. Stop pretending, I am your mother and I know my daughter. You are fragile."

"Do you think after burning me and turning me into an ashtray, is going to make me look like a fragile person to you? I used to ask myself why I look like a burnt burrito, turns out you didn't want me, you were jealous, of everything that you never had. You were never my mother and the only thing you were was a sadist. You forced your brother on me, forced me to love him and didn't want. You made me feel like he is the only person who's got my back! Which type of a mother were you, Amanda?"

Amanda raised her eyes and looked at Brown. She knew that Brown told her everything and she was looking for a way to save herself from all this drama. She didn't know what they planned to do to her, seeing a lot of people around her, made her blood freeze in her body.

"Daniella if you want to use a knife, anything uses it. The opportunity is yours. Don't let her get in your veins."

Brian told her. Brian knew how these types of the mother are. They are sorry so that they can get back to your life but all they want is to be recognized as your parents because of your fame.

Daniella asked for pliers. She grabbed Amanda's hands and forcefully removed the fingernails making Amanda cry painfully.

"That doesn't even pay for what you did to me. I am not satisfied. Is that how I cried when you placed a cigar on my body, Amanda? No, I don't think so. I was shouting more than that."

"Daniella, this is not you. They want all the blood to fall on your hands, they want you to kill me then I will come to haunt you at night "

"I will gladly send you back to hell if you try to visit me again. I was done with you until when you couldn't keep yourself away from me, you thought killing my only mother, the only woman who knew how it feels to be a mother will make me love you?"

"Emma was a drug addict and he was not good for you, Daniella."

"No, you were the drug addict. Fucking everyone in your life to justify everything. How many times are you going to lie?