The cab dropped me in front of the gate, I paid the fare and walk to the gate.
Before knocking I quickly dried my face, I brought a mirror to check my face, my face dosen't look good at all because all my eyes were red, my face not looking good.
I quickly bring out a powder from my hand bag and apply it on my face and I put it back into my handbag and I knock.
My mother in law came to open the gate carrying Jayden.
"Good afternoon ma" I said. I collected Jayden from her.
" How are you darling hope you didn't disturb grand ma " I asked looking into my son's face trying as much as possible to be composed.
" Welcome, you are back so early today?" she asked.
" Yes ma, my boss return home early today" we both walk into the house but I notice she kept stealing a look at my face, she's kind of observant.
"What happened?" She asked. " Your eyes are red" she asked.
" I don't know ma, it just kept scratching me since morning, I didn't even know my eyes has now turned red" I lied.
" Please do get an eye drop for your eyes" my mother in law said.
"Alright Ma, I need to go take a bath and change" this time I didn't even stay with my kids, I just climb the stairs into the room and I close the door and I couldn't stop crying.
If I stop this job which I am stopping right away, what about my husband who just got his happiness back, I don't even know how to start this conversation with him, I'd I want kill his joy.
" I put off my clothes and go into the bathroom I couldn't even turn the knob I just end up sitting on the ground crying after few minutes of crying, I stood up turn on the knob and I go back into our bedroom and I just go lie on the bed and cover myself with duvet after an hour I drifted into sleep and I just feel a palm on my forehead and I open my eyes and it was my mother in law.
" What's wrong? I came to check you when you didn't come downstairs, what happen? are you having headache or not feeling OK? I nod my head. " How are you feeling ?is it head or body pain so I can know the drug to buy. She said.
" It's headache ma, there are painkillers in the kitchen cabinet ms, when I relax I will go get it ma" I said.
" Alright, I'll be back soon, she rushes out of the bedroom and goes to bring the painkiller. Yes I have headache but my headache is due to too much of crying
" The thing is I signed 2years contract that I must not breech it, if I do there is a certain amount that I have to pay back and even my husband job are we going to loose this big opportunity again. I am just too confuse on what to do.