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CHAPTER 186

I entered into my hotel room, I pet my son and i ordered some potatoes on the hotel app for my son.

I bath my son and was dressing  him up for the night when the order arrived.

I go to open the door and my order was brought in and the waiter left.  I  kept on flashing  back to everything  Dayo told me and I  just couldn't  hold my tears.

After feeding my son, I lay him in the bed and I  lay beside him to pet him to sleep after he slept off , I  enterd into the bathroom and check my face in the mirror, my eyes were red from my crying, my face swollen  and tears stains on my face and I  just burst into a louder cry.

Mike.

Not like the feelings is not there again but each time I  flashes  back to lots of things that happened  in those few years she left me for Mike or the video that sufaced on line that shebwas all smiles with the guy called Mike, I  get hurt.

I pick up my laptop and suit and go into my house, I  had cried that I  just couldn't  cry anymore,  my eyes are red but I  do not want Mirabel  to know so I  washed my face from the wash basin in my office toilet.

When I  entered into the house Mirabel was helping the kids with their assignments and I  just climb the stairs to climb up while Jayden rushes to  me.

" Go to your mom and write your assignment,  and I  could see Mirabel staring at me and I  quickly turn my face to the other side and walk into my study and close the door and I  angrilly  remove my tie and threw on the floor.

" I  am mad at myself for saying  all those words to her, I  feel like i am too harsh  on her maybe I  should have listen to her but she wasn't  right, she betrayed our love, our trust,why has she come back to me? I  have prayed for a day like this to come  thinking I  could ask my questions easily from her I just didn't  know why I  got so harsh  on her" I  said to myself.

" I  am only human, my reaction was necessary  because she hurt me deep down the depths  of my  heart, she never loved me, she only cared about money, I  want to stop loving that girl name Nini, I  want to delete  her from my heart but I  just don't  know why I  can't  love any other woman like the way I  loved her"

" I  even feel guilty of being harsh to her, am I not stupid for feeling guilty  of being harsh on her" I thought. 

" Nini why did you do this to us"?I said then I  heard a knock on the door" but i didn't  open the door and  knock kept on coming. " please let me be, I  want to be alone" I  yelled from inside.

" Dayo please open the door, what's  going on, why did you lock the study? Why do you hate sharing your problems with me? And I could heard her cry out.