Chapter 80

even if that person happens to be me.

Am not entitled to view such magnificent beauty alone, I touched a blue swirling color, but it danced seductively out of my reach.

"See what?", he looked at me like I must have gone mad, my raising of hand when I touched the beautiful blue color must have spooked him.

"You don't see this amazing colors?", he must be blind not to see the blinding beauty in front of us.

The beauties that were still dancing a the twirled around each other.

The ones surrounding Happy was dancing a different kind of dance, theirs is more energetic that the others.

A person can say they have more life in them than the others does.

He shook his head, "I don't see any color whatsoever, all I see is the book and this dull room we've been studying in for like forever", he said with a smile.

I didn't return the smile as I did the previous ones, how possible is it that he dont see the colors am seeing?.

Have my magic less state made me insane?, is something wrong with me.

"What's the problem Buch?", he asked, concern filling his voice.

I was tempted to tell him of all those colors am seeing, but thought better of it.

If am to tell him what am seeing who knows what he will do?.

He might tell the head mistress who will in turn call my dad and tell him the sad news of his son becoming insane due to his magic less state.

I don't want to be another source of pain to my father, he've been through a lot to go through another pain as scorching as this one.

It's one thing to loose a wife,and another to loose a son, not to death bit insanity.

It will be a disgrace father won't live through, his being alive today is because of me, going insane will make him loose his life.

I rather slowly die in pain than to take his life unjustly, he deserves to be happy, not to die an untimely death.

I looked up and found Happy looking expectantly at me, his look was just concerned not curious.

He's already concerned when I've not told him what's happening to me, talk more of when he gets to know of what am currently seeing.

Knowing happy, it wouldn't take him long to find the headmistress who will in turn call my father to pick up an insane me.

Smiling I shook my head, "am okay, I was just trying to joke, the class was getting boring rapidly so I thought to add some spice to it", I smiled so widely it can be considered a grin.

If not for the gods or whoever that's watching over me, my lips would have split from the over exertion of them.

I never knew smiling can be this painful, it's pain was really indescribable.

I would have winced from the pain of not for the hawk eyes of Happy taking in my expressions.