"I started to mistakenly walk into the bathroom whenever you're taking a bathe".
That will explain his flushed face whenever he comes into the bathroom as am taking a bathe; then I thought he really was unknowingly coming in there.
"I always apologize whenever it happens; most times I will talk about it being an incident, sometimes I will claim I didn't hear the splashing of water; all those times I was knowingly doing those things.
I got to try to make you confess of your feelings towards the same sex, but you evade those topics all the time.
You always find ways to change the subject when issues of relationship comes up".
There was a time Kwofo was insistent on making me envision how I thought my future to be.
Most times he will ask me to tell him how I want my helper to be; their looks and all that.
Back then I thought he was just inquisitive not knowing he was trying to get me to confess my secrets to him.
"I took to wearing provocative clothes One moon cycle ( a month in our terms in case you've forgotten), I will wear my trousers and pretend to forget to button it so it can fall when you're looking; my plans backfired since you refused to see me for half a moon cycle because of how embarrassed you were".
That month was a month I don't want to have a repeat of; it's true I found out my love of the same gender at a young age, but seeing Kwofo almost naked didn't make me excited like how seeing the naked guards makes me, instead I felt repulsed at the sight.
I consider Kwofo as a brother, and seeing a brother's nakedness repulsed me to the extent I made sure to ask him to tighten his clothes whenever he's to appear before me.
"After plan 1 failed, I adopted plan two. I tried flirting with other guys to make you jealous, but you never for once showed my actions might have provoked any jealous or whatsoever in you.
The incident that happened on your fifteenth birthday wasn't an incident as you thought it to be, my actions that night was delibrate".
I can still remember what happened that night; it was the night I lost my first mouth peck( you can't call it a kiss since he just touched mouth with me).
My birthday was celebrated like how I've always celebrated the others; there wasn't much people in attendance since I specifically requested my dad not invite much people.
I don't want to celebrate the most important day of my life with strangers that know nothing about me.
A birthday should be celebrated with close friends; friends you've known most of your life, not with strangers you barely know.
Strangers you will forget their names the moment they leave your party.
Kwofo was invited to the party, but he took am excuse from me, claiming he was too tired to celebrate with me.