Chapter 220

i nod, "I actually have a secret crush"

he shakes his head, "you don't have just a secret crush, you have two secret crushes".

His words made me alarmed at the prospect of him finding out about my crush on Reddy and Blondie.

If it comes out in the open that I have a crush on the two, what awaits me is total death, talk more of when they find out I not only kissed one, but the two of them.

"It's no your turn to focus on my heartbeat" he stands in front of me, "close you eyes, and imagine a twin heartbeat to your own".

I did as he requested, just like the last time I was here with Reddy and Blondie. 

"The beating of the heart should come to you like a sweet music. Allow the music to grow in you, listen to it beat, and try to gauge it's words".

Just like last time, I allowed my heart to take over, I allowed it to move in any synch it wants to.

" Imagine the other heart as a whisper. Channel the soul magic towards the whisper of the heart, allow the soul to take over".

The big light from last time appeared, but this time it's dull in comparison to how it was before.

Squinting at the light, I gasped at the beauty swirling around it, colors were merging to form a breathtaking one.

The swirling increases its tempo as if it's aware my entire focus is on it, and my focus really is on it.

I don't know how long I stood there, how long I watched the hypnotizing colors, how long I stood dumbstruck, before am brought back to the presence by Happy.

"Are you alright?" he asked with concern written all over his face, "you blanked out like you did the other times".

I blink, " the colors are beautiful", out of all I would have said, this was the one I chose to say.

"Trying to force your powers to unleash isn't the direct approach Buch. Your powers really don't want to be unleashed, and this past few moons have shown me exactly that", he runs a hand through his hair, " your powers are rebelling against everything am teaching you Buch. Your powers always finds way to thwart whatever am teaching you".

I blink in confusion, " what do you exactly mean by your words?".

" Mistress asked me to speeden your magic unleashing, but the more I do it her way, the more your body revolts. I've decided we won't do things the exact way she asked me to do it. We will still have our class, but we will take everything one day at a time, one step before the other". 

My mind stopped at his mention of the Mistress. Why does she want to unleash my powers faster?

could it be Kwofo's saying the truth when he said the person who pushed me knows am the choosen one?

The question to ask of that proves to be true is how she got to know about it.