Chapter 293

I smile as I thought of that.

 Next, I took up Blondie's letter.

My beautiful prince_ cess

I know you're really missing me more than you do Reddy, rest assured I will come sooner so you wouldn't die missing me.

Btw am almost dead with missing you, I pray I don't die till it's time for us to unite again.

The sky is blank because my own sun is no more with me.

My night have gotten long because you're not here yo help me kill the boredom, and for that reason alone, Mr Boredom have been paying me regular visits. 

I don't go anywhere without him following me anywhere I go.

You're my melody my beautiful Blacky, 

The water in my desert.

I almost ( I said almost, so you can be rest assured am 100 percent alive and counting down the days till when I will come to Ugali) hanged myself when mising you became too unbearably for me to bear, but the thoughts of seeing you soon prevented me from doing so.

I can't wait to hold you in my arms again my beautiful mate, but I will endure because it's a test from the moon goddess to check if I truly love you.

Reddy might love you, but don't forget I love you most, and I know you can't live without us.

* I sniffed back the tears falling from my face. Reading their letters made me miss them more, it made me wish they're here with me*.

You're probably sniffing as you read this letter, I know you too well.

Blondie 

Your most handsome mate.

I laughed at that, 

Blondie knows how to make a place heavy, and also lighten it.

I love you two.

I miss you two so so much.

I miss my mates so damn much, it hurts.

It hurts to walk to breakfast with Kwofo, and not with my playful Blondie. 

It hurts to sit on the chair I brought out for myself instead of the one Reddy brought out for me.

It hurts so much for me to comb my hair when that had been Reddy's job; there's nothing he likes more than running his hand through my hair as he combs it.

It hurts to take my bath alone.

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"Why are your eyes fluffy? have you been crying?", Kwofo rushed towards me, " what happened?".

"It's nothing Kwofo", I smile to reassure him, but he was still fuming within him.

"Did those bastards say anything bad to you?", he glared at the letter beside me.

I shake my head, "they did no such thing Kwofo, it's just that reading their letters made me miss them more than I already did. It made me wish they're here with me", I sniffed.

" It's okay Buch", he placed my head on his shoulders, "you will see them in four days time. It not difficult to endure if you have the hope of seeing them" ,he consoles a crying mess that's me.

" Thank you", I say in appreciation for everything he've done for me; for always being there when I need him.