"What Blondie said is the truth love," Reddy walls closer to me "we can't afford to be reckless. We just have few more weeks to be here before the close of the full moon cycle month. We can request for a new meeting from our parents. "
" That's the problem Reddy, " I trailed my hands down their body " I can't afford to wait for just a kiss for months to come. All I ask for is a kiss that will make me endure the months we will have apart. Please just a kiss. "
I know a kiss won't be enough for me, but if it's the only thing I can get from this, then I will take it.
"Blacky you're always the rational one among us when it comes to things like this, why are you trying to break the law of the academy? "
" Law of the academy? " I scoffed " a law that was put in place my parents who aren't the ones schooling yet they thought to control those of us here. "
Thinking of those stupid parents who made the academy implement a new law in the academy makes me want to castrate someone.
" They did it to protect their children whom they thought are in danger of the other species. We might be pretending to have peace, but one thing is certain, there's nothing like peace, it's just an illusion created by the elders, " Reddy almost turned to leave, but I held on to him.
I don't think he knew deviating from the topic at hand won't make me forget my earlier request.
"Just a kiss is all I ask for," I look at him before turning to Blondie who just stood still without talking "is a kiss too difficult for you to give to our pregnant mate? do you know how much your rejection hurts me?"
Whenever pleas doesn't work for me, I delve into that land of pity, and that's how things work for me with my mates.
Reddy sighed before leaning closer "a kiss, and that's all," he bent to kiss me, but I stopped him with my finger on his lips
"Why are you acting like you don't want to kiss me?" I raised a brow at him "have your feelings for me changed? you no longer love me? " I blink at them.
" That's not true love, " Blondie was the first to answer " you don't know how much it takes from us to see you and perceive your scent without touching you? do you know how many sleepless night that caused us? "
I give them both a doubtful look " if what you two said are the truth, why do you find it difficult to give me a kiss when I requested for one?"
If his words about them being unable to endure being with me without touching me, why are they wasting time to kiss me when I demanded for it?
Their words and actions doesn't match up. Saying they want me and not doing anything when given the opportunity, why should I believe them?