Chapter 423

How can I bare to eat knowing my mate might not have eaten?

It just isn't right.

"Please Blacky. You have to eat something for the journey up ahead. You can't keep on starving yourself and the baby." 

He says but I still didn't talk to him.

I still have my face set towards the disciples who are looking at us.

Looking at them made me feel more guilty than I've ever being.

I will still be the reason for either their capture and their death.

How can I allow them fight and stay with me when I I know their life is in as much danger as my life is?

How can I bear to watch them sacrifice their life for someone like me?

Someone who doesn't matter.

"You know what?" Blondie dropped the bread on my blanket, and stood up. 

"I will go over to the place where Reddy is since that's what you want. We will meet someday." He made to leave, but I held on to his hand.

"Are you stupid?" 

I can't believe I got paired with mates who doesn't think with their brains at all.

If Reddy have at least thought with his brain, he won't be in the predicament he is in now.

He would have escaped with us un shattered, or better still given me up to them since am the one they want. The chosen one is whom they're looking for, and not my mates.

"Since you don't want to talk to me, it's better I go to the place Reddy is. Don't worry, the girls will look after you of that's what you're afraid of."

I held on tightly to him, not even allowing him to slip through my fingers.

" Please don't go. I don't think I will live through the pains of living without my mates. I don't think I will survive a night without the two of you."

With Blondie still here with me, there's hope of getting Reddy back, but if he goes, I don't think I can rescue them with the girls.

I have to do more than allow Blondie leave. I have yow have both of my mates with me.

I can't allow him to leave.

"Will you eat the food if am to stay?" he raised a Brow at me.

I had to frantically nod. 

Letting go of his hands, I stuffed the bread into my mouth as tears welled in my eyes.

If this is what it takes for my mate to stay here with me, then I will do so.

I can't lose both my mates in the space of a day.

I can't let the mistress win.

"Take it easy," Blondie stopped me from adding more biscuits and bread to my already stuffed mouth.

"You will choke if you don't eat slowly." Blondie fed me some water after I has swallowed the entire thing in my mouth. 

"That's it, you have to be alive and Healthy so you can be able to see Reddy and our baby girl, " He placed his hand on my stomach, and for the first time, my baby kicked.