Chapter 32

" There, that's much better now isn't it? " he asks. And I nod! For some godforsaken reason I nod! 

I can't believe I agreed to let him do this. I have never, in my entire life stood topless in front of anyone. Be it male or female... never! And it's way past my comfort zone. 

But there's something about the way he's looking at me. Despite how nervous and shy it makes me. He makes me feel... wanted. And I oddly like it, I like it a lot. 

" Christ you're fucking gorgeous! " he says in a hoarse whisper. His eyes fixed on my breasts, then he reached up and cups one in his hand, squeezing it as he leans in to kiss me. And it feels so good. I honestly don't want him to stop, I actually want him to do more, like in the detailed erotic books I've read. 

" Tell me something sweetheart, " I look up at him unsurely, wondering what exactly it is he wants to ask but certain that whatever it is, it will make me even more uncomfortable.

" Between this.... " he begins, then kisses me softly. I really like his kisses, and I've kissed him more in a week than I have kissed anyone my entire life. And when he breaks it, his eyes hold mine. 

" Between that and the kiss we shared earlier, which one do you prefer? "

Where exactly is he going with this. I remember the kiss he's referring to. It was so.. feral! And it made me feel so hot and bothered. And I still get tingles while thinking about it. These new and unexplainable sensations that are rising up at my center. Like a distant throbbing or even an ache. 

I clench my thighs together and try to not pay attention to it. 

" You have to answer, five minutes.. remember? "

Biting my bottom lip nervously, I flicker my eyes across the entire space. I feel so exposed standing before him with my breasts out in display, and if I were thinking straight I wouldn't be here. But he's so persuasive and handsome! And he makes me feel things I've never even felt before. 

" I'm still waiting, "

" The first one, " I quickly answer, wanting to just get it over with. Because the sooner were done here the sooner we can forget this ever happened and go back to our lives, if that's even possible. 

Chuckling, he runs the tip of his finger along my jaw, and down my neck and between my breasts all the way to the waistline of my jeans. I freak out and try moving aside. I said I could let him do anything but that's a limit I won't let him cross. 

" Relax Layla, I promised not to fuck you did I not? "

His crudeness is too much. It's like he just says whatever he feels like. 

" Okay, now tell me something else, between this..... " He gently cups my breasts, then he grazes his palm against my hardened nipple and I can't help but let out a moan. Leaning back against the wall and closing my eyes, and when he flickers his thumb across my nipple my lips part and I let out a breath. All the while I can feel his eyes watching me intently. It feels good, but somehow it's not quite enough. 

I want more. And as if reading my mind, he pinches my nipple, " ..and this, which do you prefer? " he asks as he twists and tugs the sensitive peak until the pleasure is all I feel. And that throbbing sensation at my center increases by a lot. And I can imagine him touching me there, a thought that makes me moan his name as I close my eyes and enjoy the attention he's giving my breasts. As he rolls my nipple between his fingers. 

" Your answer Layla! " he demands. But his tone tells me he already knows. 

" Gentle?.... " he flickers his thumb across my nipple again, then commands me to open my eyes. I do so, and immediately after he leans down and sucks my other nipple into his mouth. And God! I never knew it could feel that good! Especially when his tongue licks against the hardened tip. And he sucks in as much of my breast into his mouth as he can. And when he stops, I can hardly see clearly. And my legs are so limp I would have fallen if he hadn't wrapped his arm around me and held me against me. 

But in doing so, I got a chance to feel just how hard he was. I could feel his... well, his member as it nudged my lower belly. It's like a living thing with a heart beat and everything. And I can feel it as it pulses. The realisation just made me even more hot and bothered than I was before. 

" That was gentle. " he informs me, holding both my arms and making me lean back against the wall. 

" So do you prefer that, or this? " He goes back to twisting and tugging my nipple. The action done hurriedly, then he leans in again, but instead of sucking it into his mouth, he bites the tip. I moan. I can't help it. 

It was great before but this is just so much better. And I even find myself trying to get my hands free with an intention of digging my hands into his hair and urging him on. Luckily they're tied tight because that would have proven just how needy I actually was. Moisture gathers at my center and my eyes flutter close involuntarily. 

His bite isn't strong, but it isn't gentle either. And when he stops and looks back up at me, I feel disappointed. 

" You liked that more, didn't you? "

I can't lie. I thoroughly enjoyed that even more. So I nod once, hoping that the five minutes are almost up because if he decides to do anything else, I'm not sure I'll have it in me to stop him. 

" Nah ah, words sweetheart. So, do you prefer it gentle or rough? "

I swallow, and I can't even hang my head because he's holding up my chin. And I can't believe I'm about to say what I am. Actually, I can't believe any of this is actually happening. 

" R...rough. " I whisper as I look into his eyes. And there's that smug look again. The one I'm supposed to hate but can't bring myself to do so. 

" I knew it! " he says almost too excitedly, and without any warning, he squeezes both my breasts, kneading them in his hands before he wraps both arms around me and pulls me to him. Then he kisses every part of me he can reach. His hardness rubbing against my thigh before he reluctantly pulls back and pushes me back, caging me between the wall and him. 

" So, have you made up your mind yet? And if you dare say that you didn't enjoy that then I'll know you're lying. But if you say yes, then the possibilities of what we could do are simply endless. "

I'm breathing so hard right now, and it doesn't help that I'm still topless, and that my hands are still tied together. But I honestly don't know what to say to him. Before this, I was sure my answer would be no.. but come on. This is a chance for me to actually do and learn everything I've always secretly wanted to. To feel those things I've never felt. 

And like Gabriel said, it will be our little secret. So no one else has to know... just the two of us. 

And I was literally about to say yes when he placed a finger on my lips and shushed me. Then he said, 

" No, not now. Take today to think about it Layla... I'll tell you when to answer me. "

Then he took out his phone and opened up the elevator doors, picking up my things before he walked out. Asking me to follow him to the kitchen so he could cut me loose. 

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Gabriel's POV

I stood in the shower, letting the freezing cold water spray over my entire form. I hate cold showers, i always have...but I had to take one to avoid walking around with a raging hard-on the entire bloody day. Ha! Just who I'm I kidding, considering how massively turned on I was, I would definitely not have been able to walk at all. But now it's been officially confirmed, Layla turns me on like no one else ever has. And I'm well aware that I'm a rather authentic liar, but this is the only one thing I can't even lie to myself about. A simple innocent glance at her and I'm done for. And now, after what happened in the elevator, I just have to have her. I want her for myself. 

And I'm pretty sure I already have her. Goodness fucking gracious! The feel of her soft skin, that strawberry scent that coats her entire form and her soft moans and whimpers, now those will forever be imbedded in my mind.