Chapter 61

  Everything went blank, next I woke up in a white room, am I back to the revelation land?My head hurts alot , shit it has been a long time. I felt such pain,  , I want it to head, I can't tolerate it for long.

      I looked beside I was on a metal embedded, the iron  was a little rusted,that was  the only sign I needed to get to know I wasn't in heaven or the land or the land of revelations.

      These people must have succeeded in taking me to the asylum, I hissed in frustration, the gate opened and it made the most annoying sound I have ever heard, and my head hurts.They want to treat madness, and I am being forced to be mad.

       A man walked into the room with a file on his hand, I glared at him, he was keeping me against my will and he must be handling a legal document claiming he had the right to hold a normal person all in the name of Care.

        " Hi dear, how are you feeling?" He asked that's just an annoying and stupid question, I ignored him, this is just the worst day of my life, I guess starting from now i will have the worst day of my life.

    " I know you are angry, but we are doing this for you, here is a document of your background, it's not your first time acting strange" he said pointing at some weird digits and words I was not ready to look at, just the way I predicted it was a document that would be used to ruin my life.

      " You were taken to the church a week after you woke up.. uhm.. from the de..ad, and  people suspect you have hands in the death of the pastor, because he confessed lying about you before dying, which is strange except he was threatened" he concluded.

      I opened to say something but I couldn't because I had no idea what I was going to say, I was left in shock and disbelief, I can't say I didn't kill him, because I was related to what killed him, but he was actually lying about what happened, he called me a murderer.

     I can't tell this man before me what happened because he will think I mad then increase my sentence, I kept quiet waiting for anything he has to say, I Know it would be a heartbreaking revelation when my mom finds out that she threw me out of the house.

    " And here, people in your area said they have found you talking to invisible people, we even asked your family, they said they wanted to take you to an asylum but was afraid of how you will feel",  he actually spoke with my mom, I had hopes that when she realized that she was possessed, she would look for me.

    I felt tears coming out of my eyes as he mentioned she wanted to take me to an asylum, I have been living on a time bomb, " and here, she said you ran out of the house today, because you got pregnant and removed the pregnancy, then after getting rejected by the person who got you pregnant you destroyed the house then packed out"..

      I fell down on the bed in disbelief, wow my life is ruined, I am now a whore, and a mentally unstable person accompanied with a killer, that's just a nice story, I would love to watch a movie about it, it's just a pain in the heart that I am living the life that's meant to be acted for people's entertainment.

       " Then you started acting strange in the middle of the road before we got there, I know you might be heartbroken but we are here for you, just have patience, maybe in a year you would be ok, you would be sent to your home"  I stood up immediately and he stood up as well.

     I was told I will stay six months and I broke my head in the back of the van. Now I am being told one year, I glared at him and he knew I was angry, I was beyond angry, I wanted to cut the tongue he used to spit such abomination.

     I knew he was afraid because of deadly gaze,  I was breathing like an angry lion, I could hear the sound of my breath, " calm down, rethabile," he said as he moved his hands up and down like a coach telling his student to breathe .

     " The more he talked the more furious i was, I clenched my fist, this is just bad, my heart was bleeding, tears were dropping out of my eyes like a waterfall, I had no control over it, 

    I couldn't control the rage, " someone help!" The man yelled In fear.

     I cried for help and no one helped me. I told them I was normal but they wanted to take care of me so badly now I am useless for a year. I have enemies out there and I can be killed if I don't act fast, " help!" He shouted again and I could hear footsteps rushing towards my direction.

   " Rethabile, you will be fine, I am sorry I made you angry, just calm down.. this is the brain.. telling you , you should be angry " I scoffed, how do such people take care of mad people.

    I bet half of the people here aren't mad, his words were making me angry. Some set of people wearing doctor's clothes came into the room, then the man ran to their back, like a scared cat, they must be his saviour.

          " Reth, calm" one of them said, and I glared at them. They were making my life miserable and now they are telling me to be calm, such nerve, I glared at them and they flinched, " she's the aggressive type," one of them said.

     I felt the last string of tolerance loose, I just wanted to pounce on that person who said I was aggressive,