chapter 38

 " What i am trying to say is that, i am the vessel, and you are the occupants, we all have to agree on something before it happens, i can only feel you, because i want to, yesterday when we were sleeping i saw the both of you on the bed with me, you would have sank because you are bodiless souls, But i wanted you two to stay that's why you were able to sleep"...

     And secondly Kailani wanted to stay in the water, but i was against it, so i yelled at her to get out, which means i did not want her inside the tub, and then she could no longer stay inside" 

  " Wow, Reth you are a genius" kailani said like jumping like a baby who was awarded candy for a good behavior, i was indeed impressed, it was something i would never think of, but i hope it works, "well let's give it a try then" Athena said while pulling me from the bed.

   " Give us an order boss", kailani said, while saluting, she is really funny, " i don't want to feel or touch you guys anymore"  deep down i know i wanted to feel them, but i need to check if my theory is right.

   I walked closer to them, i tried touching them, kailani and Athena stretched their hands  i could feel their cold skin, i was so disappointed maybe i am dumb after all, " hold on a second  i have another idea, Athena i want you to provoke me"

    She was surprised, but I knew she would be perfect, " Reth, you don't have a Destiny, because you haven't lived your life, on your own will, right from the day you were born, you are a vessel nothing more than a vessel".

    I felt tears threatening to fall, she is indeed right, i don't know what i like and dislike,i am only a vessel, i brought the death of my father upon my family, i made my mom cry for thirteen years, " Reth that's not true", Athena said, while trying to calm me down.

     " Stop, no i want to know my place, I don't want to hear anything you have to say", I sat on the bed and cried my eyes out, Kailani tried calling me,  but i didn't listen " be still kailani ", and indeed she was still.

   She stood in the same position she was when I told her to be still, I was amazed by my improvement. Athena was talking and  i couldn't hear her, then Kailani froze on the spot. That means i can control things emotionally.

   " You are both free", immediately I uttered the word free, the spell was broken. I could hear Athena's voice and kailani could move, well that's a relief, it would be a problem if I couldn't set them free.

    Well I guess we accomplished a lot today, tomorrow is another day, i am starving, i hurried to the kitchen, took my portion of food, then I ate before heading to Wonderland. My life is pretty boring without Peter, and I have no other friends aside peter.

     And now that i have weird complications, i don't think anyone would want to be friends with me, i closed my eyes, as images of myself in revelation lands appeared in my head, Kai was really in pain as she let kailani go.

    And now she is dead, without seeing her own daughter, i don't know the whereabouts of lady nalu, i don't know how to contact her, or is she the one trying to contact kailani.

    I need to figure this out tomorrow, without distractions.