Chapter 22.

She hated herself so much that she was even thinking about her gynecologist in the craziest way. She tried very hard to look away but she found herself looking his way every now and then. She was feeling a moving sensation that she could not explain, it was moving round her body and she felt the urge to have some one touch her to help her ease the movement she was feeling. Joseph put his phone down after putting the phone on the player, he without another time waste he removed his undies, the only thing he had on, the only  thing that was covering his genitals. Anna was shocked as to what she was seeing, what he had below him was as ferrocious as the devil himself. How could a gentle man like him have something so dangerous, how was it possible that she has never seen him with a woman when he below was incredible. She swallowed hard and tried to look away again but her head refused to move, her head stayed stagnant as she continued to look and was continuously swallowing spit and she could feel her chest growing up and down, she wanted to reach out to him and touch his chest, but some dignity left in her didn't allow her, she was holding herself so much. She listened to the music that was playing on and watch him move with his cute body to the same bathtub she was in, she wanted to run out but she still needed to take her bath, she couldn't leave the bathroom to go to another as she didn't want him to catch her again should incase the effect of the drink was still on its high rate. She made space for him and he entered and instead of him to stand and have a quick bath, he sat down in the tub and the thought of what she had seen earlier still didn't leave her mind, she was surely running mad if she was still thinking about how long his genitals were. Joseph could read her mind, what she was thinking about and how she plans to devour him if she gets the chance. He was sure they had wasted too much time in the bath, if it isn't the fact that she was feeling awful about leaving her husband and running away with him the so called friend of her husband they would have been having sex by now.

The song was cool as she could hear.

'when you kiss me'

She liked the song but she just couldn't tell the artiste, the song continue and all she could hear clearly from the female singer was and when you kiss me, I know you miss me. She surely missed her husband, she wished she was in the bath with him, looking at the man sitting beside her she felt too guilty and wanted to damn all consequences and stand up, she needed to leave the bathroom immediately, if she doesn't leave any time soon, she was going to loose her mind. Speaking of loosing her mind, she felt his hands on her.

"You don't have to be afraid, whatever it is you need, you need to just reach out to it and it would be yours"

She could really not make sense from what he just said. Was he really tellk g her to reach out to him? Was he really asking her to touch him and explore him if that was what she wanted?

Though he may not be entirely wrong about her needs, she needed to feel man's touch, a man's lips. She needed someone to tell her how beautiful she is, she needed someone to love her but the man she once loved stopped touching her a long time ago and even stopped talking with her. He be ame a stranger to her and her daughter and now that she finally found out the reason behind his actions, she feels even worse, she was caught in-between. Was she supposed to be a sweet wife and stand by him or did she do the right thing by walking away? She had to walk away, staying would have killed them both and made their child fatherless and motherless.

She looked at Joseph and almost lost her composure, she had tried so hard to stay calm but in the real sense she was already in another planet. Maybe it was the effect of the drink, or the effect of starvation for almost a year, but she still made sure she was standing firm.

"I have to check on my daughter" she said and stood up immediately with the water pouring down on her, she looked down at him when she was up and he was not looking at her, he started to wash his hair and Robb his chest, she was grateful for the fact that he wasn't looking at her, she quickly removed her cloth, grabbed the towel and before she tied it around she put of the shower, stepped out and left the bathroom, but before she could leave, she turned back to look at him but surprisingly, he wasn't looking at her, he was too busy with his body, now he was standing up and he was shamelessly looking down at his rod and was washing it as if it was some sort of gold. Then she looked harder at him, and he looked like Andrew, this must really be the effect of the dream, she was hallucinating, she was seeing things, she couldn't be with Andrew at the moment because he was with someone else, he hadn't even tried to reach out to her, not even to try and reach out to his daughter. He was probably happy that she left and then he could bring the women home. Why was she then trying to be chaste, why was she even fighting so hard. She walked back to him and he opened his eyes he smiled at her then asked with a serious face. "Are you okay, do you want something? Anna couldnt even believe his question, why was he acting up and asking her such a crazy question, wasn't he the one that was trying to seduce her a while ago and is still seducing her. She decided not to respond and just stood there to feed her eyes, if he would not count his teeth with his tongue then she was just going to go.

He put off the shower and grabbed the other towel, she was still standing there with the little towel tied around her chest, her breast was obviously feeling too weighty for the towel as it felt like it is about to come away anytime soon. Her black long hair with the dripping water made him desire her genuinely. For the first time since he came down with his towel In hand he looked at her eye ball and he could tell that she was really beautiful, she was an epitome of beauty and she was so innocent.

"Why did you decide to come here with me Anna? He said as he moved closer to her, with his towel in hand he continued to damp his hair but the more he damps, the more kept dripping by the side. She thought he was really cute, her gaze left his face down to his chest once again, she wondered what time he had to workout and gain all this packs. She had been opportuned to see Andrew's body many times and she could never compare any one with him, but Joseph had a calm sense of humour, he would always act like he doesn't know what he was doing, he would always look so innocent. But standing here with him almost naked and about to commit sin with him with him, she could tell that this gynecologist of hers was not innocent at all.

"Because I couldn't go home to my parents" she finally answered and looked away shyly. When he didn't comment on what she had just said, she added. ' my parents practically worship Andrew, If I go to them, they would send me back immediately, without hearing anything from me. 

Joseph hadn't thought of it in such a way, he knew she didn't like going home but he never thought it was because her parents were not welcoming.

"Why have you been so nice to me, is it because you don't like seeing women suffer or is it because you wanted something else? He smiled at her question, she had asked him that question before and that was the answer he gave her and now she was asking him again for him to answer truthfully.

"I cannot lie to you Anna, I really do not like seeing any woman suffer in the hands of me, but you, I felt the urge to take care of you, each time I see you I want to take care of you and Angel more, I know it is not an ordinary feeling, but I have tried to much to suppress it and I could still not do it, even now I cannot suppress the urge to satisfy your want. I know your want, let me satisfy you" He moved closer to her and held her shoulder. I have been abandoned too, I have been neglected, the first time I fell inlove with someone, she turned her back on me and decided to fall inlove with a richer person but now, she is wishing she didn't, she wants to come back but j am no longer available. She smiled at his statement and just in that minute the impulse came again, she wanted to throwup, she was still feeling dizzy and that was probably why she was so bold talking with him. She tried to move back but he was not getting the message, her non verbal communication was screaming sleep but she actually wanted to throwup, as she moved back he came closer and tried to lick his lips with her, this was the moment he had been waiting for, but just then, she threw up again but this time, she made sure it was on the floor, with very little touching his thighs but more of the vomited substance was on her little white towel. Joseph wasn't ready to let this moment escape him, he moved to the sink to get the hand towel which he used to wipe what was on his thighs, he rinsed it with water and came to her and started to wipe her towel calmly with his hands on the hemp of her towel trying to hold it tight for her, as he cleaned his hands was touching her bossom but she didn't care, he was not even looking, he didn't seem interested, what caught her eye was how his Manhood dangles with him as he moved back to wash off the remnants of her vomit, she licked her lips and he smiled at her , then he bent down to wipe her laps, her towel was too short that he could almost see what he was going to be exploring soon but he still acted like he was not moved by the sight, he wiped her laps but with him bending, his Manhood was obvious, he stood up and his little friend dissapointed his act, he had been busy acting like he was not touched by what was infront of him but his little friend standing erect opposite her directly because they were almost if the same height gave him away, he wanted her as much as she wanted him at that moment, there was no point trying to be modest, she needed to just enjoy herself even if it was for once, she needed to. He was looking at her again, his gaze fixated on her, his eyes turned orange, his chest was rising and falling, he was about to kiss her again and she wasn't moving away, she closed her eyes to savour what was about to happen, she thought it was going to be her lips that would get the hit, but his tongue was felt on her neck as he ravished her with undefined pleasure.