Chapter 31

They both continued to stare at each other like that was all they could do at the moment, but Andrew walked up towards her and hugged her. He hugged her so tightly that that she was almost suffocating under his hold. She could feel his heart beating really fast, he was scared, that was how he reacts whenever he was scared about something, he wanted to talk but it was as though he didn't have a voice. This was just one day since she left and he was missing her this much, but when she was here with him he was acting up and making her beg for his attention all the time, she wondered what changed then she remembered the popular saying that, 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' 

Now he seemed to want more of her, but just a few days ago she was the one begging him and he was in return pushing him away.

She could feel him crying, her hair were getting wet, she could feel drops on them since her head was under his jaw. He was a taller form, even though she wasn't that short, she was still not as tall as Andrew Anderson.

She disengaged from him, she didn't want to be made to feel terrible about anything, though she was worried about him but she too was dieing inside because of what she had done the previous night.

"Why didn't you tell me?

She managed to ask. She had tears in her eyes that she was no longer preventing from dropping, she wanted her tears to freely drop, she wanted to wail and scream, she wanted to cry because she knew she couldn't tell him what she did and she couldn't be with him. He may think it is because of his status but it wasn't she alone would know why she was running away.

"I am sorry I didn't think I could tell you"

"Sorry? Are you really going to just stand there and say sorry? Not talking have cost me alot, it destroyed me, I had to depend on someone else, I had to look up to someone else, I had to confide in someone else and do you know what happened?

She was about to say it.

She was going to spill it out, but somehow she just couldn't, she was crying profusely now, she was really crying and holding her stomach. 

"You have finished me Andrew" she cried and fell on the bed, he came close and for once he was tempted to touch her, he was tempted to kiss her, he pulled her up from the bed and removed the straps of hair on her face which was actually obstructing her view, he held her face on his palm and without a second thought locked their lips in a passionate kiss. He was hungry for her, he kissed her like his life depended on it, his every breath depended on that kiss, their heads kept moving to the opposite direction, his hands moved to her bossom and sqweezed it hungrilly, she moaned u see his kiss as he made to pull up her blouse but she stopped him.

Her restriction reminded him of his status once again.