Chapter 143

"wait! His mother shouted and his brother's rushed after him but he was far gone before they could reach him.

"Let him go, he would be fine, Miles said and they all walked back in, hoping for him to really be fine.

Andrew drove to the house and stood outside, he was infront of the house he just walked out on, he was so angry.

"Why the hell would she be that beautiful even after all that is done to her, I guess she is been treated well, I should totally make life hard for her, she needs to feel this anger that I am feeling, just insulting her, isn't enough.

Andrew couldn't control his anger, he walked into the house, didn't see any of the maids around, but then he heard them in the kitchen gossiping, Elizabeth was the leader of the group, he walked into their bedroom unnoticed by even the maid, he peeped through the glass on the door, to see what was going on inside and he saw, Anna crying, she was still crying from the insult, she even locked herself in.

"Well crying is not enough, I am going to send you to the hospital.

"Why didn't I think of that earlier, he said go himself, if I really want to get over what she did, I am supposed to get rid of that child she is carrying, I need to get rid of that baby.

Tjinking about it, only annoyed him the more, but that was the only time he would find peace, he walked in after turning the door handle, it was open.

She jumped up the moment she saw him, he locked the door behind him and was waiting for the spark that would drive him crazy.

"Andrew, you are back" she said, but he said nothing, he still stood by the door, his heart was full of evil thought, that pregnancy was the only thing standing between them, he needed to get it off, if he did, he would then forgive her, because with that child gone, he wouldn't have anything to remind him of Joseph and Anna making love.

"You know I have not really come to terms with what happened. (He said and walked in to sit on the bed.                                              Are you saying, that Joseph saw you naked, you also saw him naked and the both of you fucked? Anna didn't answer, how the hell was she supposed to answer such a question.

He was still angry with her, when she had initially thought that she would be able to get his forgiveness this time.

Answer me! He yelled  and she could feel her heart about to come out of her through her mouth.

"Please my husband, don't be angry with me, I am really sorry.

"If I hear one word from you, I will destroy you here. He said, she was shocked, she had never seen him like that before, he was so aggressive, even though she was told that after he gets better, he could still have issues that would linger on, this was too much for her.

"I will forgive you, I don't have an issue with that, but only on one condition"

Anna was ready, she was willing to do just anything, she couldn't allow another day to go by without making up with him, she needed him back into her life, she couldn't do this anymore, she knows that deep within him, there is still a place for her, she could still say, he loves her.

"Anything, k will do anything, I want your forgiveness.

"Well then, you need to get rid of that baby, I don't want to see it and I don't want to raise another man's child under my roof.

"What did you just say? Anna could not believe her ears, she couldn't be hearing things, he wasn't asking her to kill her baby?

"Are you saying what I think you are saying?

"What do you think I am saying?

"Are you asking me to abort a five months pregnancy?

"You are very smart, that is exactly what I am asking you to do"

"But Andrew, it is a sin against God and man.

"So abortion is  a sin, while Adultry is not? She expected him to say something like that, she was not surprised to hear him use that against her, she didn't know what to say anymore, she just kept quiet and allowed him to talk, but he too be ame quiet.

I know that things have not been working out for us lately, and a major part of it has been caused by my cheating. Now that I know how wrong I was to hurt you, I will never do it again. I can promise you this.

She spoke with tears in her eyes but he only smiled and said calmly.

"I don't need sweet lines from some write up, I need you to get rid of that bastard, or I will do it for you.

 

 Please Andrew, if only we talked, if only we discussed like couples things wouldn't have gotten this bad, Next time I am going to discuss everything going on in my mind so that we can communicate in a better way. This way, things never have to go this far again.”

 Andrew was quiet now, he guess she was referring to him, he was the one that didn't communicate. Without allowing his thought to land she spoke again.

“I know that I made some very bad choices, which I regret right now. However, if you give me the chance to come back into your life, I am going to make sure that it is the best decision of your life.

"The only decision you can make now, is to abort that child, I will take you anywhere around the world for the abortion, it would be safe I promise.

 

I am sorry Andrew, I know I broke our home, the only  home,  I have, our happiness, and most of all, your heart. I broke your trust. Please forgive me for doing all of that.”

 it has been a long time since we last talked. I am also aware that I am carrying a bastard, but this child is my child too, I cannot kill this child, I would never forgive myself for doing so.i don't know if I am too late to say I am sorry for what I did. And sorry because I would not be able to do what you ask.

 

The worst part of my cheating is knowing that everything was my fault because I was hot-headed. I could have said No to him, I should have stood firm and walked out, but k allowed him, I allowed him touch me. Things will never be the same in our family, but I will do what I can to be a better wife, if you would just let me

 She became quiet, she looked at him and he became sober, she thought her apology was working, she decided to continue apologising, creating words was not problem, she knew how she was feeling, so she needed to express it.

I am sorry my dear husband for cheating, but I will now put you first, and I will never do anything to disappoint you again. I am willing to work hard to demonstrate to you that I am a changed woman so that I can make it up for you. But please just don't ask me to kill, because that is like killing myself;

(He was  beginning to get really tired of her stories, he stood up and walked towards the door, he was going to leave, she wasn't going to get rid of the baby, he needed to yji k of another way to do it, bit as he held on to the handle of the door, she came behind him and held his hands.

Nothing I can say to you will comfort you, and I am really sorry for the pain I have caused. My husband, I pray and hope that you will find it in your heart to forgive me for cheating on you.

 You are a perfect person and you are everything I need in a husband. I am sorry for betraying your trust. You are more than I could have ever dreamed, and I want to spend the rest of our lives together.

 I know now that I had been blind not to know that I already have the best husband. I chose the wrong path and as a result, I have caused you so much pain.

 I am sorry from the bottom of my heart for ruining the wonderful life we had together. I am sorry for my actions, and I can only hope that you will one day forgive me.

 I cheated on you, and that is unforgivable. But for the sake of our child, I hope we can find a way to resolve this so that we can keep our family together.

 You are my first love and the most important person in my life. Our relationship is everything to me and I know I am far from being perfect, but I will do everything possible towards becoming one for you.

Andrew was boiling now, she was holding him with those delicate hands of hers and he was loosing it, he angrilly turned back and pushed her away.

"Get away from me, you bitch" that was harsh, he sounded harsh, she was pushed on the bed and she hit her legs, it hurt badly, but she endured it.

Not one more word from you, else I will kill you here and now. You think you can deceive me again, you played with me, you insulted me, you used me.

I was only a puppet to you, you came back and looked me in the eye and still lied, you even wanted me to make love to you, you wanted to pin a bastard to me, you are insane.

"I didn't know I was with child then" she said and he walked towards her raised her up a d slapped her, she fell back on the bed.

"You didn't know what? He asked making a fist.

"I swear, I didn't know, and I didn't plan to pin anything on you, she was hurting now, she moved into the bed to prevent him from pulling her up, but then she saw him remove his belt.

Was he going to beat her up with a belt? She was pregnant for crying out loud, she was now at the edge of the bed, she saw his eyes turn red, he was red with anger, he patted his head, moved closer to her and whipped her, she screamed, her legs opened and he whipped her again, he could see her beautiful fair skin with a mark on it, he pulled his trousers down, pulled his boxers down, and stood naked infront of her, he grabbed a pill from his back pocket, a put it on his tongue, he started chewing it, he was soon through, he pulled her close to him on the bed, tire her dress and discovered she had no panties on.

"Was this how naked you were on that night, when you fucked your gynecologist?

"Andrew please stop" she cried.

Answer me! He yelled. She was quiet, she was shivering with fear, 

I am going to be  asking you questions, you are to answer me.

He spread her legs forcefully and she cried, she could die if he sleeps with her.

She needed to escape.

I am going to fuck you till you loose the baby.

"Andrew please, let us talk about this, we can sort this out, please I beg you, don't do this, this is not who you are"

He looked down at his Manhood and it was not up yet, he opened the little fridge in the room and found a booster, it was the last thing he kept in the house before making that travel with his father. "This should get you up.