How strong I can be

Victoria's POV 

Relax Vicky, you are just bothering yourself over nothing". Sonia spoke up 

I stared at her in anger 

"You just mated with Eric and you should be happy about that". Sonia exclaims happily, 

"Did you even hear what I'm saying to you ?" I asked in anger and lay on the bed with my back, 

Sonia took in a deep breath before speaking up.

“So what next ?" She asked, 

"What else?" I asked in anger, 

"Did you guys plan on seeing each other again ?" She asked with excitement

I chuckled in pain and closed my eyes before speaking up 

" Eric loves someone else I'm very aware of that ". I spoke firmly

"That's bullshit you are his mate he is only allowed to love only you ". Sonia expressed those words like she was so sure of it.

"Can we stop talking about this ". I demanded in anger.

Sonia stared at me with pity but did not say a word.

I lay on the bed and all that happened last night came flashing in my head and I felt tears drop on my cheek.

I was basically crying for a dick head, and I hated myself for it.

He doesn't deserve my tears, he doesn't deserve any drop of it.

I wipe off the tears from my eyes and stood up from the bed.

I walk up to the window and stood before it with so many things in my head.

Firstly, I will never give my body ever to Eric to hell with this ridiculous mate of a thing

Secondly I will make Eric pay for using me and calling me a weak human, he calls me weak but starting from today I will show him how strong I can be.

I wipe off the tears from my eyes and went back to the bed and sat on it.

"The manager called ". Sonia spoke up, 

"What did he say ?" I asked, 

"Nothing serious, he just said you should stay at home and rest ".she muttered be out those while staring at me with concern.

"Very well, then ". I stood up from the bed and walked to the closet, 

"Are you going somewhere ?" Sonia asked, 

I nod my head to her, 

"Where to ?" She asked, 

"I don't know, I just need to clear my head ". I murmured and pull out a dress from the closet.

I changed into the dress and look at myself in the mirror, and the mark was still there, reminding me of the silly mistake I did last night.

I went back to my closet and brought out a turtle-neck dress and put it on.

"Do you want me to come with you ". Sonia asked almost like a plead

I smiled at her before picking up my bag 

"Don't worry I'll be fine". I muttered out those words and left the apartment.

I took in a soft breath outside the apartment before I started walking

I walk with no direction in mind.

I walked for a few minutes and stopped in front of a coffee shop.

The coffee shops looks huge and expensive for my class, but I didn't care

I walked into the shop took a seat and ordered for a cup of coffee.

I stared around and noticed everyone in the coffee shop where men and women of high class and standard,, but I didn't care.

I took a sip of my coffee and stared around when my eyes came in contact with Eric's green eyes on me.

He stared at me like he was reading through me.

I stared around and noticed his girlfriend was with him, she was giggling happily while talking to him.

I felt pain in my heart as I watch her clinging to him.

He locks eyes with me and refused to look away, his girlfriend got noticed of it and stared at me with anger and range.

I move my gaze from then and slowly take a sip of my coffee.

"You can do this "I murmured to myself and kept on taking a sip of my coffee, not minding he was a few tables from me and his gaze was on me.

I finished taking the coffee, I stood up from the chair and made my way out.

I was out of the door and wanted to walk away when I heard a voice behind me.

I turned and saw that it was Eric, staring at me with his two sets of green eyes that I would love so much if it was DOM Tim staring at me rather than this cold and heartless man standing in front of me.

I ignored him and kept on walking away, "Victoria " he called out my name angrily and impatiently.

I turned and stared at him with so much hatred and anger.

"Don't you dare call my name". I spoke in anger.

He stared at me like he was trying to read through me,, but I wouldn't let him.

"We are supposed to act like strangers, why are you here". I muttered out not minding we were in a public place, 

He stares directly into my eyes like he was trying to read through me before speaking up.

"I just wanted to know how you were doing ".

I chuckled softly and stared at him with anger.

"You've gotten what you wanted, what else to do want ?" I yelled in anger, 

He roughly ran his fingers through his hair and stared around.

"I just wanted to make sure you are okay, that's all ".he muttered out in anger, 

"Really ?". I asked in anger, 

"You really want to know if I was okay ?" I asked in anger, 

"Well I'm not okay, I'm not fucking okay. I have to carry this bite and Mark for the rest of my life, how can I be okay ". I asked in anger and range.

“I'm bearing the mark of a man I hate and who hates me, how can I be okay, how can I be fucking okay ". I yelled in anger and pain.

"Stay away from me, I beg you because if you don't,, I might do what both of us might regret ". I muttered out those words and left him standing there.

Not all humans are weak .