Not lucky with men

Victoria's POV

I woke up and realized Sonia wasn't home and must be in the club by now.

I hated staying at home when I knew DOM Tim might be in the club and I wanted to see him and feels his green eyes on me.

I stood up from the bed and all I said to Eric rang in my head.

I was happy and proud of myself for what I said and did without fear.

I walked to the bathroom washed my face and came back to the room

I sat on the bed, but I was still restless, I wanted DOM Tim and I wanted to see him 

After my sex with Eric I have been having a strong desire for DOM Tim and I loved it.

I checked the time and saw that it was a few minutes pass ten pm.

I stood up from the bed, went to my closet and brought out a black dress and put it on.

I took my bag and left the apartment for the club.

In a few minutes, I was in the club.

I walked straight to Sonia's bar stand, and she was surprised to see me

"You suddenly miss me huh".she asked with a big grin on her face.

I smiled at her and look around if I could see a certain green eyes man.

"You are looking for him, right ?". Sonia asked annoyed, 

"Is he here ?" I asked while still staring around, 

Sonia rolls her eyes at me and placed a drink in front of me before speaking up, 

"He is here and in fact he should be having sex with the newest and hottest submissive". Sonia spoke in anger, 

"You are lying". I murmured

She chuckled softly and shake her head before speaking up 

"I saw him going into his private room with a submissive who just came in this morning, and it's been two hours now, and he hasn't come out of his room ".she spoke firmly 

I stared at her and realized she was saying the truth 

I felt my heart pound in pain and I became jealous.

Joke on me to think DOM Tim will ever pick interest in someone like me.

I took a sip of the drink Sonia gave me and was lost in thought when I noticed someone sitting beside me.

I turn around and noticed it was DOM Kelvin 

"I heard you are not too strong ".he asked while staring at me with a worried look

"You are masked up ". I spoke up

"How did you know it's me ?"

"Through your eyes and probably your voice". I spoke up 

"Then why don't you recognize him".he murmured, but I could hear him, 

"What?". I asked confused 

"Nothing dear".he smiled at me, 

I was about to say something when I noticed someone eyes on me, 

I turn around and met eyes with DOM Tim 

He stared back at me with no emotion on his face.

I swallowed nervously and look away while I felt a cold shiver on my body.

I noticed him walking toward our direction before he took a seat beside DOM Kelvin.

"Hey Tim ". Kelvin said those words while staring at DOM Tim, who didn't reply.

"A bottle and glass of whiskey".

"Yes sir". Sonia replied and went for the drink in the bar.

She brought the drink and kept in front of him.

I watch him poured out the drink and took a sip of it before staring at me right in the eyes.

"Hi DOM Tim". I waved my hand nervously at him, 

He stared at me coldly and look away.

I felt sad and embarrassed before keeping back my hand.

I noticed a sub stood beside DOM Tim and noticed she was new, I took a better look at her and realized she was the sub Sonia was talking about.

I stared at her and noticed she was indeed beautiful, white fair skin and a well pointed breast even without her putting on a bra, she was indeed beautiful, and I was in no way in a competition with her not when I heard she was a good sub.

DOM Tim pulled her to his laps and made her sits on his laps while he whispered words in her ear.

I felt my heart shattered and a sudden pain envelope in my heart.

I watch as he gently caressed the hair of the sub and wish it was me instead of her.

I removed my gaze from them and met eyes with Kelvin, who stared at me with pity, it was obvious he knew I was in love with DOM Tim.

He came closer to me and stared at me with curiosity before whispering words to me, 

"You like him ?" He asked 

I heard him but did not say a word, 

"You are a mate to Eric and you should learn to love Eric instead".he murmured.

I stared at Kelvin in anger and drank all the drink in the glass.

"I can never love someone as Eric, he hates me and I also hate him ".

Kelvin shakes his head and took a sip of his drink

I took a glimpse of DOM Tim and the submissive and saw how she was giggling like a child on his laps and how he was talking to her so tenderly like she was so precious to him just because she was beautiful and a good sub.

I watch him caress her cheek before giving her his drink to drink with so much care.

I stared at them and realized with the way he was acting could mean only one thing and that is he might be attracted to her, and I was nobody in his eyes apart from a weak bartender. 

Eric who hates me and loves someone else despite I was his mate 

DOM Tim hates me and loves someone despite I was friendly to him more than any DOM, maybe I was just not lucky with men

I felt tears threatening to fall down from my eyes and I noticed kelvins gaze on me like he was trying to read through me.

"Excuse me ". I muttered out those words and left the bar stand.

Author's note

Sorry guys for the late update