Out of control

Eric's POV 

Hearing those words from her, it felt like the Victoria I knew was standing before me. 

I met eyes with her and saw anger and hatred burning in her eyes, I felt a sudden fear in me because it felt like the old Victoria was staring at me. 

I tried speaking, but I realized I lost my voice and couldn't say a word. 

I watched her took a deep breath and sat on the bed with her gaze on the floor 

''Please leave.'' she murmured to herself, but I could clearly hear her. 

I tried taking a step towards her, but she stopped me with her hands 

''Stop, don't get any more closer.'' she spoke in a low harsh tune 

''Just leave.'' she yelled and met eyes with me. 

I caught her gaze and could see no atom of fear in her, it felt like she has gotten her memory back it felt like the old Victoria was the one taking. 

I noticed the door opened and nurse Agnes walked in, stood by the door and stared at both of us without saying a word 

''Please can you ask him to leave.'' She directed those words to nurse Agnes, who stared at me with curious eyes. 

''What's wrong.'' she asked while moving to Victoria, but she cut her off 

''Please ask him to leave.'' she begged in anger 

Nurse Agnes stared at her for a moment before she stared back at me with a pleading look. 

I nodded my head at her and quietly left the room. 

I walked back to my car, opened it and got inside. 

I groaned in anger and hit the wheel of the car, I was angry and at the same time I was hurt. 

I knew the way I reacted was way too far, but that doesn't mean Victoria could treat me that way. 

I sighed in relief when I realized she hasn't gotten her memory, but she was just angry with my behavior. 

I put on the car and drove back home, I got home, took out a bottle of whiskey from the bar and poured some in a glass before taking a sip of it.

I walked around the sitting room with so many thought in my head.

The way Victoria acted was just a tip of what she will do if she eventually gets her memory back, and that was something I don't think I can handle.

I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration as so many things went through my head.

I was scared, scared of Victoria getting her memory and at the same time I wanted her to have her memory back, so things can be easier for me.

I picked up my phone and dialed a number, it rang a few times before it was picked 

''Hello boss.'' he greeted

''Any new update.'' I asked 

''No sir, she doesn't go anywhere apart from the mall, eatery, and bar.'' 

I sighed angrily and threw the phone on the couch, I was getting frustrated by the day.

I wondered where Sophie must have kept that baby, that it's almost four days now, and she hasn't gone to see him.

I sat on the couch and drank all the drink in the glass before pouring another one in the glass, I took a sip of it and closed my eyes.

With my eyes closed I could still picture the image of the kid in my head, his green eyes which looks exactly like mine

He black thick hair and skin tone were too much for me to just ignore.

I picked up the phone to call dad but decided it was best I get the result before doing anything.

With that thought in my head, I drifted to sleep.

I woke up a few hours later, called my secretary and did some paper works with him before leaving the house to the hospital.

I parked at the hospital and walked up to Victoria's room, I slightly opened the door and went in.

I got in and noticed she was fast asleep with a drip connected to her hand.

I met eyes with nurse Agnes who flashed me a weak smile and looked away.

I left the door and walked towards Victoria, I stood by her side and stared at her.

Seeing her on drip, I knew something was wrong. I turned and faced nurse Agnes.

''What happened.'' I asked, 

''She was out of control when you left.''

''Out of control.'' I asked confused

''Her anger went out of control, and she went into deep thinking trying to recall her lost memory, so we had to make her sleep.'' she explained

''Shit.'' I grumbled to myself 

Victoria was going through this became of my attitude, she lost control became of me.

I ran my fingers slowly through her hair and stared at her for a while before moving away.

''Will she be okay.'' I asked, 

''Yes, of course.''

I took the seat beside her and stared at her sleeping so peacefully.

I ran my fingers through her hairs and kept on staring at her for almost an hour before I noticed her moving on the bed.

I took in a deep breath, hoping her anger must have gone by now.

Nurse Agnes moved to her side, touched her forehead and her vital sign before removing the drip from her.

''How is she.'' I asked, 

''She is fine.''

Nurse Agnes flashed me an assuring smile before leaving the room.

I watched Victoria sleep peacefully for a while before I noticed her murmuring words in her sleep, words I could clearly hear.

Words that made my heart skip in fear and made my palms sweaty.

''I'm not your mate, I can never be a mate to someone as heartless as you.'' she kept on murmuring those words in her sleep and I became really scared hoping what I was thinking wasn't true.

She murmured those words for a while before she kept quiet and continued sleeping.

I sighed in relief and tried touching her hair, but suddenly, she opened her eyes and met eyes with me.