Chapter 146

It seems it isn't really the fact that they knew each other that's bothering me, it is the fact that I didn't know anything about this. I have been so out of tune with my brother's life that he met, no correction, he personally knows one of my most favourite superstars but yet I knew nothing about it.

Come to think of it, I practically know nothing about Scott. I know nothing about him except from what he told me last night. The fact makes me want to shed tears, though I decide to hold them.

It would be wrong to be crying in front of your Secret crush from highschool, a crush who hasn't even spared you a glance all through. I actually give Scott a smile, a smile that seems to ease the tension he has been feeling as he regards my gaze warily at exactly what I thought of this shocking revelation.

I actually feel bad that I had made him feel anything of the sort. He shouldn't be feeling bad about keeping this huge secret from me, even my best friend knows this, but yet I was the only one who didn't know this fact. I was the only one that didn't pay attention to my brother's life enough to know that he was practically personal friends with a teen Pop idol.

"Won't you introduce me to your friend?" Adrian asks, and it seems only now do I really take my time to look at him. He's definitely taller than my brother, but not too tall that Scott would look like a dwarf next to him, all the strong bones and perfect features I had spent countless nights staring at on the screen of my phone, and his face, ohhh, his face.

It seems my head cannot just find something solid enough to latch onto. I am still consoling my heart from the fact that things have been happening in my brother's life, but yet I do not know anything of said things. I don't feel like Oakley betrayed me for not telling me.

I'm pretty sure Scott would have made her keep it quiet, that's probably why she kept it such a secret until now. I'm guessing that was why she had even planned for him to come here, and when Adrian's status comes to mind, i realise exactly what I would look like right now.

I must look like a shocked little girl who just can't seem to process what is going on in front of her, more importantly though I would look like a third wheel in thier little trio. It seems this group has come together so seriously.

Oakley's regarding both of them in something of a sly grin and wiggling eyebrows as my Scott tries to get out of the little hug Adrian has him in. Oakley basically high fives him and tells him she was so glad he could make it. Scott's looking as red as a tomato as Adrian slings his arm over his shoulders once more, and he hurriedly pushes him back.

I look like someone that isn't welcome here, like someone that is intruding on a private discussion, and for a minute I actually consider the fact that I should walk up to Scott and politely asked to leave. That would be sensible at least.