Chapter 222

"Why are you looking at me that way?" I ask her and it seems she notices now the fact that the glare she has on me is making me feel guilty and bad, like I had been doing something illicit with my former boyfriend, especially when I decided that i will not go through such an heartbreak again.

It is making me feel untrustworthy of myself like I am simply enjoying the fact that Aron is giving me a little bit of attention, which I am not. I would have been fine without his attention anyways and we weren't doing anything along that line, he wasn't trying to seduce me so openly into getting our relationship back again with him, and I wasn't trying to vy for his attention or trying to show him that I was ready for another relationship, I am totally not and this glare that Oakley is giving me makes me feel guilty, like I was doing something I was not supposed to be doing at a time which I was not ready to do it.

"Are you angry at seeing me with Aron, is that it?" I ask her and she shakes her head.

Her face is taking another look now, like she's mortified at her actions and I feel a sort of annoyance at myself. I'm guessing that I had unknowingly betrayed my emotions too and I'm guessing that isn't the right way to go about things. 

"I'm not annoyed at the fact that you are with him. I'm simply worried for you".

I hear her in time to reconsider the words that are on my tongue, because I had been coming forward with an apology before.

"Were you worried for me?" I asked and she nods her head. My mouth turns into something of a small smile and I cock an eyebrow at her.

"Well you were distraught just a few minutes ago weren't you, and now you seem to be as happy as a fiddle. I don't think such mood swings are nice to be in the body of any human being".

I'm guessing that she's right at this point. I don't know I suddenly feel okay right now, like whatever Mr Clyde was doing didn't matter. I don't know why I suddenly feel relieved a little bit at the joke that is my life.

"I'm guessing that is what unburdening your emotions can do to you" I say and the little smiles that forms on her lips is eery.

"You are unburdening your emotions to Aron?" she asks and I shoot her a glare.

"I wasn't doing anything like that, we were simply talking".

"Talking about what?" she asks and I give myself a small smile.

"We were talking about the intricacies of life, and how society has made us become machines who bend to the perception of others about them".

She gives me an impressed look at this, like she's impressed at the fact that i was able to get that much words out of my mouth in such a short time. let's say I have been practicing. It isn't easy dough.