Chapter 237

He calls again and I snap out of my thoughts, my eyes wide and my cheeks flushing from embarrassment. I'm guessing that I'll be doing that a lot today, I'll simply be slipping into my thought so that I can avoid this intense stare he has on me.

"I asked you how you were doing today?" He says and I simply decide to act cool at this point. It would not improve the image of me in his mind if I was to be acting all flustered and unable to think whenever I was near him. I'm actually scared at this part of me, I'm scared at this part of me that is so vulnerable to him.

This vulnerability is simply not for me.

"I'm fine thank you, and I was just thinking about you you know".

I say this trying to sound casual but at the moment these words comes out of my mouth, my eyes simply open wide at mu stupidity. Exactly where had that come from.

"You were thinking of me?" he asks, his voice making him sound husky and I shoot him a glare.

"I wasn't thinking of you that way, I was thinking of how I haven't seen you at all today" I say and something of a little smile creeps up his face.

"But you saw me yesterday didn't you?" he asks, and again that stupid blush erupts on my face. What he's saying is true. I did see him yesterday and we spent a lot of time together yesterday to be precise, and so I shouldn't really be feeling this lack of his presence so much, I shouldn't be feeling like he's missing, like he hasn't been near me for about a thousand years when I practically saw this guy yesterday.

"I'm guessing I'll stop thinking about you then" I say and he practically raises his hands up a wee bit dramatically in front of my face. 

"That isn't what I was saying, that isn't what I was even implying..." he begins, but I cut him off.

"I was messing with you" I say laughing. Even if I wasn't, this is actually funny for him to be acting so flustered, and so animated in front of me. It makes me realise that I'm not the only one who has this sort of effect working on them. I'm not the only one who is under the spell of another person's presence.

It seems he can also get flustered whenever I say something and I smile foolishly at myself at this point.

"Why are you so happy today?" he asks me, and I quirk an eyebrow at him.

"Exactly why would you be asking that sort of a question?" I say and he simply shrugs his shoulders looking at me.

Really????, like what is he going to say next. It almost seems it isn't going to please me and i think I already know what he's going to say, and even if it isn't going to please me, I want to hear it from him.

"Don't be afraid, you can say anything you want to say. I don't bite".