Th_omas

Why does my heart betray me so much, why do I always end up like this, broken, shattered, unable to be happy. Why do I always have to go for the wrong guy???.
Arya has tasted the absolute worse when it comes to finding love. Subservience, unfaithfulness, heartbreak, abuse. She's had it all and now that Asher says he's through with her, she's reliving the experience all over again. Four times she's given her heart out, four times it's been returned to her broken. But why does this seemingly uncaring guy make her want to unfold her barred heart, why does he want to make her plead for him to love her?
Follow Arya's story as she finds the true meaning of Love and as she finds herself again.

Fall in Love with me, please????

After a few minutes of watching this program I realise that I want to sleep, I want to sleep so badly but I had come down here to notify her of this letter, because if I did not I will not sleep.

I will not go to sleep, sorry I will not be able to sleep correction it's not like I will not go to sleep if I knew there was such a letter, I could have simply tucked it under my bed and thought nothing of it.

But now that I had opened it I would not be able to sleep if I had not found out the truth about this is serious letter.

Now that I have found out the truth of it, sleep has returned once more and I can't say that i have anyone to keep my sleep at bay.

I practically doze off on the couch and Oakley has to tap me awake.

"Why don't you go up to your room and sleep if you want to" she says and I shoot a grateful look at her.

"You won't be so lonely" I say and she shrugs her shoulders.

"Scott will soon be awake anyway, so I'm sure I'll have some company"

Okay this is another new development. I tell myself to wake up earlier than I would have on a normal day so that I can see exactly what their interactions looked like but as for now, as for now, I want to sleep.

I walk up the stairs my face practically warbling because that is how sleepy I am, that is how sleepy I am I can't even keep precise control over my movements.

I clamber up the stairs and I walk into my room, then I plop down on the bed and I close my eyes, expecting myself to drift off into sleep.

Instead my mind wanders about futilely for the time being. I begin to reflect on my actions today, never really be the person. I promise myself to never be that person who would fall for the tricks of some dumb people almost as easily as I did the first time.

I'm guessing that I haven't really stepped up that much because it is only when it comes to small tricks on trivial things that I always rise up to exceed my own expectations, whenever it comes to something that matters I don't really do that and I make it a point to change that about me

I want to be bored and lose the happiness of today.

It's shaken me to say in the least and I don't want them to ever happen again. I will start fighting for myself and defending myself now as everyone has said, I am also human, I am not an exception in any way and a weird thought flies into my head, a weird thoughts flies into my head which I cannot place.

Exactly where had that come from I don't know but I know that i drift off to sleep with that particular thought in my mind.

Chapter 294