Chapter 302

I walk into his room to see that the door is already open and I smile to myself at this.

It seems my suspicions are true, my suspicions are very very true.

I walk into his room to see that he is still asleep. His limbs are splayed out at awkward angles on the bed, and I take a moment to marvel at my brother's form.

I know that I have really good shape as a girI, i have the shape that makes each and every boy that passes by me want to look twice, as much as it makes me nervous and irritated, sometimes I can't say that I do not like it.

I like it oddly much because it makes me know that I am desirable, it makes me know that even if not for love, even if no one desires to love me, some people still desire other things from me and I'm guessing that I have a twisted mind at this point. That is something that I will have to work on later but now...

Scott is lying down on his bed, he looks, he looks so unlike the person that I know when he's standing, so unlike the person that i know when i standing up.

That person is barred shut like a steel fortress even though he dosen't have too much muscle on him, he has enough that if he gets into a fist fight he can handle himself pretty well, he always has that grim dark look on his face, that look which makes everyone think he's unapproachable but which proves he is just trying to keep everyone out.

Dark hair, dark hair which I expect to be blonde and which raises a pang of concern in me again at this point as I wonder exactly how that is happening. Scott has always had blonde hair so why should it suddenly be turning dark.

His curls are lying down untouched and I decide to test something.

I walk into his bathroom to grab a bowl of water, I walk over to his bed being careful not to tip it on him and I grab a lock of his hair.

I grab it gently and I stay there like that for a full minute, trying to gauge if he feels anything.

He's dead asleep and i feel he's really really tired, I smile at myself at this, all the better for me to carry out my experiments.

I dip that lock of hair, his lock of soft hair into the water and I start rubbing it together, I start rubbing it as furiously as I can, trying to see if the water will turn at least a little bit black but yet nothing, nothing happens.

I grab the lock of hair trying to see if I will see any blonde strands in it, but yet there is not the faintest notoin of blonde hair as far as my eyes can see and I am surprised at this.

I am surprised and also mystified at how it has changed my brother's appearance.