I smile as I remember one of my trips there.
I had gone to England with mum once, when we went on one of our vacation trips that we took.
Practically what father and mother do with us is they had practically split what they do with the both of us.
Whenever father has his outing trips he takes Arya and whenever mum has a practical vacation she takes me.
She takes me and we go visiting around the world and this particular area was where we had coming to.
This particular place where Eras is currently agitated to go to, this particular place where he is is going to and where i and mum went to during one of our vacations.
I have to say that it is nice.
It is not even that, i was practically just five when it happened. I still remember some of the things around me, i still remember the surroundings around and I'm actually thinking of England right now.
I know it will be nice to actually study in England.
I find that I am insecure. I am very very insecure because Eras actually leaving and we haven't talked about Scott at all.
I haven't said anything about Scott and I'm rolling my eyes at myself.
What can I say, everyone will be heartbroken, everyone will be out tomorrow because he is actually leaving, Eras is actually leaving and I doubt Arya will be able to come to terms with this.
With the mischief that she's currently planning i have to wonder at this a little bit.
She's practically grinning from ear to ear and i have to wonder how she's not currently thinking of Eras.
I wonder why I'm the only one who is making an effort to think of him.
I do not think I'm the only one who's always thinking of what's going to happen after the now.
Arya is currently thinking of how to mess me up and I can't stay with that knowledge forever.
She will have to take a seat as i watch the first friend i actually try to make, the first friend that i actually try to make who's going back just a few months after he has been with us.
He seems happy enough with her and Oakley is still contemplating life and so there's no one else for me to talk to.
There's no one else for me to talk to except myself and this movie is old.
The movie is old. I can practically see the pictures and the designs and the everything, it is refreshingly old and I have to say that there's nothing that you can do when a movie is like this.
There's nothing I can do watching any movie like this except to simply sit down and start thinking about life.
I start thinking about Arya's life.
I'm not going to think about my life because my life has been unstable enough, it's become unstable enough that I have nothing else to do right now except look at the movie that is practically going on right now. I have nothing else to do but to stare blankly around the cinemas as the movie is flashing by.
My mind is not here. My mind is not here at all because I'm currently thinking of something else.
It should not be so hard to watch an old movie should it?, It should not be so hard to watch Eras go too.
It should not be so hard to watch another friend leave me.