Chapter 343

The smiles on their faces, the smiles on their faces appear, it appears as I had expected it to appear but yet it turns down immediately the moment they notice exactly what I have done.

Are they trying to make me choose between them by stuffing me full of food?.

"Exactly how desirable will I be if I become fat?" I say looking at the both of them, and they both answer at the same time.

Both of them answer at the same time surprisingly enough that I almost feel like melting at this point.

"You'll always be beautiful, no matter what you look like".

I don't think they even meant to do that, I don't think they meant to say it, it was almost something like an instant reflex.

I feel it is almost something like an instant reflex because the moment they said it, both boys simply splay thier eyes wide and open in trepidation.

Adrian looks like he's having the time of his life, he looks infinitely amused and considering the fact that Scott is almost biting his fingers in excitement, I'm guessing that he should be amused.

"Shouldn't you get something for yourself?" I say asking Scott trying to give Adrian a hint but he simply shakes his head.

"I don't want to become fat thank you".

He says this and my eyes fly wide open because I realise that this is actually a threat.

Well it isn't a threat as much as it is a reminder.

As much as I would like to believe that i will never get fat, there is always a slim possibility of it, there's always a slim possibility of this, well it isn't like being fat is the end of the world, it is just that if I become fat, I'm pretty sure that I would spiral down into that play addiction.

I would spiral into that habit of simply eating, and eating, and eating, and as much as everyone should simply be thankful for their shape and for exactly how they look, I don't really think I want to become obese.

Well it isn't a problem, it isn't a problem unless i get overly addicted and I'm guessing that is what I'm trying to avoid.

I don't want to become overly addicted to eating. I mean consider just how much I have eaten today, consider it and ask yourself if I am not going to get addicted to eating.

It's almost like whenever food is dropped in front of me my gullet simply opens wide and I start eating, and eating, and eating, exactly how I am eating now.

True to Eras's words this is delicious. I don't even know what this is but yet it is a little bit spicy, but not too spicy. It's spicy enough that I can eat it without asking for water and it still tastes delicious.

Both boys have gone to typing on their phones like they are settling out the terms of some agreement with each other, and I am simply eating whatever is plopped in front of me.

I see Scott sipping my smoothie.