"Is there any reason why you are so sad?" Eras says coming to sit beside me and I have to sigh.
I have to let out a loud sigh at this.
The moment I remembered he would be going back to England, the moment I remembered that he'll be going to England any day from now, I felt my mood considerably dampen.
I felt the ecstatic moment that I had run into considerably dampen and I even think that I was finally getting comfortable enough to go on some more rides.
I thought I was finally getting comfortable enough to go on some more water rides but yet the moment I remembered this fact, i felt my mood considerably drop.
"Do you really have to go back to England?" I say looking at him and he laughs.
He laughs lightly looking at me very amazed and surprised.
"Do you really not want me to go that much?" he says and I have to nod my head.
I nod my head like a little child because I don't know what has overcome me, i don't what has overcome me but yet I do not want him to go.
I do not want him to go to England. I mean exactly what does he even want to go there for, why can't he stay here with us???.
We haven't even known each other for too long and he's already going back.
"I'll be back in the next few months, you won't miss me too much".
The way he says "miss me", the way he says this to me makes me feel a redness creeping up behind my ears, it makes me feel a dumb flushing all over my skin and I practically swerve my head away from him so that he cannot see my blush.
"But seriously are you okay?" He says looking at me and I nod my head.
"I am, i'm just very anxious and agitated about you not coming back".
He sighs and I nod my head.
Even though Eras acts like it isn't really a big deal, it's somehow is, he is looking into the distance, he is looking into the distance and he nods his head.
"Are you worried about your aunt coming back?" He says and I have to be surprised at this.
"Do you also have any aunts?" I say looking at him and he shakes his head.
"I do not but I have parents. I have parents who practically place responsibility on me, i have parents who place a whole lot of responsibility on me so I feel I know what you are feeling right now".
"My aunt doesn't place any responsibility on me, she pleaces everything on Scott"
"But yet is having so much fun and you are looking so sultry".
I have to sigh. I have to sigh considerably at this because I know.
I know that I am acting so badly but still what can I say, can I even help it.
He is going back to England, Eras is going back to England in the next few hours and I don't know why I feel this way.