So I have to remind myself that this isn't school.
I am not in school, everyone around does not know me, everyone around is practically a stranger to me and sure enough they look like strangers.
They all look like strangers who practically do not care what you think of them.
Everyone is wearing what you would expect them to wear at a waterpark. I really have two sigh at this.
We're at a waterpark, so everyone is allowed to wear what they want and it is always something that shows considerably more skin and I feel like a cow.
I feel like a cowish coward because I see people who are my age, I see girls who are my age wearing what they are all expected to wear at beachs, albeit they look quite uncomfortable in it still they wear it, and they are walking about and I have to tell myself that I do not know anybody here.
I did not know everybody in here and anyone here does not know me.
Well everyone except the people who i came with but still, why am I beating around the bush like this?.
Why am I beating around the bush like this?.
Well I'm currently at the top of a slide, i am currently at the top of a water slide and I am looking at the long-distance I would have to go down.
The first slide I had taken almost made my heart jump into my mouth, I'm sure this next one will surely kill me, this one will surely kill me and Scott is groaning.
He is groaning in frustration as he practically makes to push me.
"Don't you dare" I say looking at him and he stops, a smirk across his face.
"Then jump, all you need to do is jump, even if you don't want to jump at least get out and let others go through".
"I thought you were scared a few moments ago!!" I say looking at him and he nods his head.
"Exactly. I was scared a few moments ago, this is now, right now I am no more scared. I want to jump down"
"Then go" I say looking at him and he makes to go forward but yet I am clearly obstructing his way.
I'm clearly blocking the way and I will not move for anyone else to pass by.
"Is there some reason why you are behaving like a lunatic?" He says looking at me and I'm rolling my eyes at this.
I'm rolling my eyes at this because he practically just called me a lunatic, he said his elder sister is a lunatic. I'm guessing this is what I'm behaving like.
I will not let anyone walk past me and still I will not go down myself, isn't that the characteristics of someone who is totally mad??.
"You are still supposed to be scared of this" I say looking at him and he shakes his head.
"I'm no more scared".
"Why???" I say looking at him and he smiles.
"I'm no more scared because I'm not you".