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" How about we help each other?" He says and I look up at him, eyes still wet from the tears streaming down my cheeks, heart freshly broken from the public humiliation and betrayal that was Lucas's breakup. I can faintly make out the first droppings of snow floating magically under the light of the street lamps. It's that time of the year, a time for wool coats, a time for relaxing, none of which I'll be doing. "I'm an orphan with a wicked aunt and a boyfriend who left her because she has nothing to her name, how could I possibly help you?" I say another sob escaping my lips. "Marry me" he replies and my eyes widen in anger. Is he mocking me?. I look into the eyes of this stranger and see he's dead serious. "I need a wife, you need a home, marry me and you'll have all you want". I nod.

A Snowy Marriage (A Christmas agreement)

The drive to the hotel is oddly quiet and peaceful, it is oddly quiet and peaceful that I get the feeling that there's are a lot of things flashing on everybody's mind right now

There's a lot of things flashing through everyone's minds and I do not know what shoudl be flashing through mine.

I'm guessing it's my life that should be flashing through my mind right now, i should be contemplating exactly how I will continue with my life after all this.

Adrian says that it doesn't really matter if we get his inheritance back or not, it doesn't really matter if we get it back but yet I feel like I've spent an eternity in in that place and spent nothing.

I feel like I've spent an eternity in that place and it is almost like time consciously slows itself down whenever we are in there.

I mean exactly how many minutes did we spend outside the place, exactly how many minutes did we spend in that restaurant but yet it's almost midnight.

I'm practically sure that we would still be in the morning if we were still at the winter cage.

I chuckle to myself at this and Adrian is looking at me oddly amused.

"Why are you laughing to yourself?" he says and I simply shake my head as I close my eyes. I don't give him an answer.

I take time to consider about what life will hold for me, I have my parents inheritance back, I can do anything I want to do, the fact that i have not completed my education still kills me, it hurts me more than you can imagine and I have to say, I have to say that it is totally annoying that I have not completed my education all because of my aunt.

Well she didn't really allow me to go to school that much, plus she was always insistent I get a job and I start working so I can I start feeding myself, and all those other things.

I don't want to think about it that much, I don't want to think about it that much because it hurts me.

It kills me in my heart to remember how someone who was related to me by blood treated me.

I'm guessing that it was normal to her, especially with how she kept on ranting about how my mum had supposedly distanced herself from them.

I wonder at exactly how all these things happen, i wonder at exactly how unforgiveness runs so deep into her, that she even had the time to take it out on me.

I'm guessing that shouldn't be too hard, It shouldn't be so hard especially when was coming from someone who looked inherently wicked.

Okay, I'm rambling, I'm beating around the bush at this point and I have to apologize to myself for this.

My thoughts are simply in a flush, what I'm trying to point out here is that I have money now.

I have money to spend and I don't know what to do with it.

I don't know where to go with it, maybe home?.

Home sounds like a really good destination after all this.

Chapter 214