Chapter46: envious.

Alex came fully changed in his sleep wear. He came to my side to kiss my forehead but I turned around. I was mad at him so much.

"Sweetheart, what is wrong?"he asked stretching his hands and held my long hair in his hands." You should tie your hair before you sleep baby, it's too long and it can hurt you when you are sleeping."I rolled my eyes though he could not see me. I've been sleeping with it untied forever, is it gonna hurt me now? Since I didn't respond he turned around and came to the side that he sleeps and I turned around so that I don't face him.

"Baby, please talk to me."he said then he spooned me holding my lower abdomen. His hands felt so warm so I didn't reject him, I just let him be." Are you mad at me?"he asked and I almost threw him out of the bed. Isn't it obvious dummy?.

"What do you think?"I asked still looking away from him.

"Is it because I talked to your grandma. She seems nice."he said and I turned around.

"Nice, you just told him you are gonna marry me soon."I said annoyed.

"Yeah, so? It's true anyway. Do you think I was bluffing?"he asked and I looked at him agaped. He's not serious is he?

"Are you serious?"I asked.

"Of course I'm serious. I made a decision the moment I saw you. If I will marry anyone it's gonna be you, so yeah, I'm dead serious. If you don't believe me we can get married tomorrow or before I leave. I have connections to fastens the process. What do you think?"he asked and I hit him on the head though I didn't apply to much pressure.

"I think you are crazy."I said. I can't get married now. Damn I'm afraid of responsibilities but living with him is like we are husband and wife so what's the difference. I argued with myself but I didn't come up with any conclusion.

"Yeah, of course baby I'm crazy for you. Only you."he said smiling.

"Give me time."I subconsciously said then I regretted saying that. I just told him I've agreed to marry him indirectly, but have I?dammit I don't want to think about this now. I looked at Alex who was grinning from ear to ear.

", Does that mean you have agreed to marry me? And you are not mad anymore?"he asked and I glared at him.

"You can say that but I can't marry you and I don't know you. You don't know me too. I have never even seen your parents. You have not seen my family too. I'm a bit old school and my grandma won't be happy if I married you without her consent. She would be so angry with me like today if you didn't save me."I told him.

" First of all, we are not strangers. If you're talking about knowing my family to know me then, okay no rushing. We have a lifetime to do all that because you're only going to be mine forever, in this life and the next. You hear me. You only belong to me."he said and I laughed. He hugged me tighter and I looked at his face which was dead serious. He's serious about what he's saying.

"I'm not a property Alex, that you can own."I corrected him and he shrugged sinking his head on my chest.

"I don't care what you think, you are mine. And I love this place so much."he said," your boobs are just perfect honey. I can sleep here forever."he said and I looked down at the man baby who apparently is in my arms instead of I being in his arms.

"They will get numb if you stay there for too long."I told him chuckling but he didn't react, he just continued leaning his head on my boobs.

"Your relationship with your grandma seems nice."he suddenly said and I chuckled.

",Of course it has to be. I've spent all my childhood with her. To be specific, I lived with her most of my childhood."I explained to him and he looked up getting up from my boobs. Thank God, I thought he was gonna stay there forever.

"Really? Where was your mum?"he asked and I looked away from him.

"Working abroad"I told him.

"You're lying. I know when you are lying. So tell me the truth. You're the one talking about knowing each other. Now it's me knowing you right now."he said and I looked at him for a while before I spoke.

"I had a complicated childhood. My mom had to go to work so she can fend me. She was not really abroad but she couldn't manage to live with me and go to work at the same time, so she left me with my grandma when I was 1year old. When she got pregnant with me, she was working for this billionaire who is apparently my dad. Then she left after she realised she was pregnant and went to stay with my grandma and my uncles. My grandma is not rich, she's just a simple woman who loves his family so much. So they had no enough money to manage themselves therefore, they always went to do odd jobs so that they can manage everything. After I was born they continued to do the same thing. My mom once told me about how they used to work in people's farms in search of money. After I was 1year old, my mom decided it's time for her to leave and look for a job. She had a diploma so it was not hard for her to find a job out there. I stayed with my grandma for some years, I guess until I was in grade 3. My mom had not been stable yet because most of her salary was used on me and my tuition fee as well as sending it to my grandma for our upkeep. She too needed her upkeep so the money was not enough and the job was not paying that much but at least she earned enough for the three of us." I paused a little then I continued,"I went to boarding school when I reached grade 4. I was the youngest boarder schooler in the whole school and the only one in my class. That's where I met Andy and Shawn. They were not boarders but we were in the same class. To cut the long story short. I started living with my mom when I reached high school. At that time she had been stable because she had gained some experience in her job and she was earning a better salary."I told him and he just looked at me then he sighed.

",Woow.... now I see why your grandma is so free with you."he said smiling.

"Yeah, sometimes my mom and her brothers complain to grandma saying she loves me more than how she loved them when they were young. They are always envious of me."I said chuckling.

"Anyone would be envious if they had a cool grandma like yours. I'm envious too. I mean, your grandma is so hardworking and I respect her even more for building a strong woman like you."he said caressing my cheeks and I just smiled. My grandma and my mom are the best things I've had in years and now this man here has also become so important in my life."I'm gonna miss you so much."he said and I smiled again. I don't know if I should tell him I'll miss him so much too because I don't know. I'll wait for time to decide for me.