Chapter73: marry you

"what are you saying Alex?"I asked him when I saw how serious he is right now.

"What can I do to marry you. Even today is possible you just have to say the word."Alex said and I frowned at him. I turned around and got out of the closet.

"We are gonna be late. If you don't want to take a shower then I'll go first."I said leaving him a lone in the closet. I breathed out a sigh immideately I reached outside but before I could even breath in Alex's voice came behind me.

"Why are you walking away from the question baby."his deep voice come in my ears and I jerked away holding my chest.

"Alex...."I screamed his name." You don't sneak on people like that. I could have had a heart attack."I said scolding him still catching my breath due to the shock.

"I'm sorry. It's just that, you are running away from the question."he said. It's true I don't want to answer him but it's because I don't have an answer. Alex walked up to me and stood in front of me." Baby, I'm serious about marrying you. You are the only person I will ever marry so, it's better we do it now, the earlier the better. Unless, you don't plan to marry me at all."he said and my heart started beating really fast. Of course he's the man I would want to marry but not this way. I don't know if I'm ready at all.

"Alex, this is not the time to talk about marriage. You are getting late for your morning meeting."I told him then I looked away.

"Tell me what you are afraid of baby? I can really see that you are afraid. Work can wait. My marriage with you is very important for me because I get a guarantee of a  good future with you baby."Alex said in a deep voice. He's so serious right now that my heart can't stop beating so fast.

"Alex, I can't accept your marriage proposal right now. We have not gone even for one date. You don't really expect me to marry you like that, are you?"I said softly but Alex's voice darkened. Okay, what the heck did I do?

"Don't you love me?"he asked shouting and I flinched a little.

"Don't shout at me Alex, I'm sensitive."I told him and he smiled. Why is he laughing?

"Sensitive? What is more sensitive than the topic we are talking about right now. I asked, don't you love me?"he asked his voice so high.

"I love you... Alex.. I..."I said stuttering.

"Then what the hell are you waiting for? You love me, I love you, what's the other thing you want. We are getting married, today."he said holding my wrist. The grip was too tight that I looked at him frowning.

"Alex... you a-are hur..."I didn't even finish because he held me eveny tighter.

"Baby, don't talk a word. I'll make the process fast. Oh shit, we have not taken a shower."he stopped and led me to the bathroom."come, I'll wash then we go to the marriage bureau."he added.

"Alex..."I called his name softly but he acted as if he didn't hear me and my wrist will have bruises if he doesn't stop."Alex, release my hand."I told him. He stopped in his tracks and turned to look at me.

"You can't be serious, why are you crying? It's just a marriage. Maybe you don't really want to marry me."Alex said then he released my hand. I wiped the tears I just realized were flowing down my cheeks.

"No honey, you are not listening to me. You are....."

"Just stop Kimberly. I need another room. I can't believe you just refused to marry me? Maybe you love someone else, do you love Henry?"he asked raising his voice.

"No Alex. Just listen to me first. Why do you need...."Alex left me talking and banged the door as he got out of the room. I didn't know what just happened in minutes. Alex was just so sweet some minutes ago, what the hell just happened? 

Tears flowed down my cheeks as I looked at the closed door. I felt my wrist burn and then I shifted my gaze to it. I was in pain and my wrist had started to form a bruise. I didn't know what to do. Maybe, I should go after Alex.

I immediately left the room but the thing is, I don't know where he is. He said he needed a room so maybe he's in one of the rooms in the penthouse. I ran opening them one by one but there was no sign of Alex. Where the hell is he. I ran to my room to pick my phone and call him but the phone went to voicemail.

Alex doesn't open his voicemail box so even if I send him a million voicemails, he won't listen to them. I sighed. This is the worst day. I can't believe Alex would be so wild like that and I couldn't even imagine the day Alex and I would have a fight like this one. I'm not even sure it's a fight anyway. Just as I was standing at the bedroom, Alex came in. Seriously, I have been looking for him allover the house.

"Where were you? I've been looking all over for you."I asked him but he didn't even look at me. He went straight to the closet and I followed him. I was welcomed by clothes flying in the air and my mouth hang open. Is he crazy.

"Alex, what are you doing? Are you crazy? This is not acceptable at all."I said picking all the clothes on the floor one by one.

"Why is it not acceptable huuh? This is my house, I can do whatever the fuck I want. Now get out of my way Kimberly."Alex coldly said and I felt as if my world is crumbling down on me. He has never talked to me in such a manner and the way he just called my name, with no emotions. I feel like my life is being sucked out of me.

"Why are you being like this, huuh?" I asked him as tears flowed down my cheeks. I need them to flow down my cheeks maybe Alex will notice and stop his crazy act.

"If you can't marry me what is the point of this relationship?"he asked and my mouth hang open. No... He can't be doing what I think he's about to do.

"Alex, we need to talk first. You can't make impulsive decisions. You are not in the right mind. You need to calm down."I told him in a sweet voice.

" What will change? Will you marry me if we talk? And don't tell me that I need to calm down Kimberly. I just need you to be quiet or you get the fuck out or even better get the fuck out."Alex said  disarranging the whole closet.

"Are you serious?"I asked.

"Do I look like I'm joking? I'm dead serious and if we can't be married then there is no need for us to live together."he said shouting. He's never shouted like this since I met him and today he just decided to bust my bubble. But then his statement, really surprised me. He's really breaking up with me. I looked at him not knowing what to do anymore. I have cried enough and I'm not gonna do that again.