Chapter80: I'm sorry.

Alex took my hand and he held it then we left for the door. I stopped walking then he looked at me."what is wrong baby?" He asked me but I ignored him. I took my hand away from him then I run back to my mom and hugged her really tight.

"Kimberly, honey.. I.. I c-can't breath."she stuttered but I didn't loosen my hug. After I felt I was better I pulled away.

"I'm sorry mom but I'll miss you so much."I told her smiling.

"Me too honey, me too. Heeey.....why are you so sweet today?" She asked me.

"I'm always sweet."I replied.

"Not like today. Today there is something different."she said but I shook my head smiling. I really don't want to go with Alex.

"No mom. You are thinking too much."I said hugging her more.

"You need to go honey. Your boyfriend is waiting."my mom said and I looked at Alex who was looking at us. He smiled at me but I looked away.

Alex took my hand and we left together. After we got out of the door I pulled my hand away and walked faster than him. I don't want to be near him at all.

"Baby, will you stop ignoring me and talk to me."I heard him say and I walked faster but I didn't even move far when I felt his hand in my shoulder. 

"Get your hands off me Alex. And for your information, I don't want to talk to you, so don't try those sly things you are doing, they won't work on me."I said but Alex did nothing except look at me. I felt him remove his hand from my shoulder after a few seconds and I sighed a relief. When I was about to move again, I felt his hand on my wrist and dragged me out like literally drag me.

"Alex, what the fuck are you doing?"I asked him when we were reaching his car. He said nothing other than opening the door to the front seat.

"Get in baby, I do not have time to talk back with you."he said softly but I folded my hands below my boobs and looked at him defiantly." Kimberly, get in the car."he said again a bit angry but he didn't shout. I didn't get in the car still, I looked at him and I heard him curse. He lifted me up and took me around the car and he sat with me on the driver's seat." If this is what you want, baby, I'll give it to you."he said after closing the door to the front passenger seat.

I wanted to laugh though, but I didn't. I couldn't laugh because I wanted to show him, I'm serious about me being angry which by the way, I was angry at him and my friends too. Instead of acting stubborn even more, I lifted myself up from his laps where I was straddling him and sat at the passenger's seat and looked out of the window. I heard him sigh but I didn't look at him. He started the car and he drove off but after a few minutes, I felt my eyes getting heavy and I slept.

The time I woke up, I was still in the car but the seat was inclined and I was in a better position, a comfortable one. I looked at the driver's seat but Alex was not on it. Where did he go? I found myself wondering where he is instead of the surrounding I am in first. I yawned and I looked outside the window. The place was not anywhere around Alex's penthouse and I wondered where we were. I heard the car door being opened and I immediately returned to my previous sleeping position and I closed my eyes. 

Alex got in and I heard him drop something at the backseat. Then he kissed my forehead and started the car and drove away. I think he didn't notice I was still pretending to sleep. 

"Baby, are you hungry?"he asked and my eyes fluttered. He knew I was pretending? I didn't open my eyes neither did I reply him. He stopped the car and I opened my eyes. "Uuhhuuh!! I knew it. You are not asleep."he said smiling and I glared at him.

"Why did you stop the car?"I asked him my voice cold as ice.

"Will you stop being like this please? I need to know what you feel. Speak to me."he said and I laughed at his statement.

"You are funny Alex. So fucking funny. You want me to tell you how I feel? Then what? Will you undo everything you did this morning? I can't believe this."I said angrily looking at Alex.

"What do you want me to do?"he shamelessly asked and I reached for the door. I can't stand this man. He's seriously asking me what to do? He's supposed to apologize to me. I got out of the car and that's when I noticed that we were at the side of the road in the middle of nowhere. What is this place anyway? I walked up the road not knowing where I was going.

"Kimberly, where are you going?"I heard Alex shouting from behind.

"Leave me alone Alex."I screamed then I started walking faster.

"I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry baby."I heard him scream and I stopped walking. I smiled to myself but I didn't turn to look at him. I Wanted to hear more.

"I'm sorry for what I said in the morning okay. I'm sorry I shouted at you, I'm sorry I didn't listen to you, I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry for everything. Fuck!! I was scared. I am scared still. When you refused to marry me I felt like.. I felt like you don't love me and you are gonna leave me. I don't want you to leave me baby. I love you so much that it scares me some times. I love you baby so so much. I can't take it if you leave me. You are my everything. I... I... baby please look at me."I listened to Alex to what he was saying and I felt my eyes sting. I could feel the damn tears start whelming in my eyes.

I turned around and looked at Alex. He was standing there looking broken. I run up to him and hugged him. I wanted to comfort him, it didn't matter that he hurt me. I couldn't understand that feeling but all I wanted was to comfort him and put my anger aside and put him first. He hugged me so tight and I hugged him too.

"I freaked out baby. I'm really sorry. Please don't be mad at me again. I know I should have apologized earlier but I was so proud of myself. I didn't know where to start okay. I will never shout at you again. I promise you baby, I will never shout at you again."he said laying his head on my shoulder and I didn't say anything."say something please."he added but I just tiptoed and I kissed him. I didn't know what to tell him. That I love him and I have been thinking about him all day even if I was bloody mad at him that I also wanted to beat him up? I kissed him like I have been starved for days but in reality  it had only been hours.

"Alex, please don't ever shout at me again, I'm sensitive. If you are angry please don't shout at me, we should talk about everything. And I'm still angry at you."I told him and he smiled.

"At least you are talking to me. I hate it when you are giving me this cold war."he said and I smiled mischievously."what?"

"Nothing, let's go home."I said and I got out of his hug and I started walking to the car. I know we both evaded the most important subject about marriage but the things between us are a bit better. I smiled again when I remembered what I am gonna do to Alex.

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