Chapter102: don't care.

"baby, why are you being like this? I don't understand what you are saying."Alex said and I sighed.

"Alex, how many women are gonna come after me like this? You know how it fucking sucks when women come after me  telling me about your whatever sex shit together. They keep disrespecting me and humiliating me. That shit ain't good at all."I said tears welling up in my eyes.

"I'm sorry baby. I'm really sorry. I don't even remember the woman's name. I don't remember all their names because they fucking don't matter. Please baby let's forget my past. Like you said, that's my past and they are all in the past and that's all it's ever gonna be."Alex said as if he's coaxing a little child. Right now tears had started to run down my cheeks.

"I know honey, I know. I just feel really bad and I didn't know I could loose control like that but you make me do this and I just kinda lost it when the woman started talking about what you two did together. I can't have people messing with my marriage and you and me too. I don't care who they are but I can't let that happen."I said and Alex smiled at me and walked to me and brought me to his arms. I hid my face in his chest and cried my heart out. Alex kept stroking my back saying sorry to me and it kinda helped.

"It's going to be okay baby. No one will ever come at you like that."Alex said and I got out of his hug and I looked at his face.

"Promise me that nothing like this will happen again."I said and he nodded.

"I promise baby." He said and he kissed my lips." You look so beautiful right now. Even when you are crying you are still beautiful."he said and I chuckled.

"You are just saying that because you want me to stop crying."I said and he made an exaggerated sound of disbelief.

"I always praise your beauty sweetheart so you really hurt me when you say that."he said and I smiled while he wiped my tears on my face. I can't even count the times Alex has wiped my tears since I started dating him.

"You don't look hurt sweetheart."I said and he looked at me and made a gesture where he touched his chest to signify he's hurt and I laughed.

"Do I look hurt now."he asked smiling and I looked away from him. My God, when did I ever see Alex being so dramatic and being this Alex who is making jokes. I know he wants to get me to laugh and he's doing a pretty good job at that.

"Stop being so dramatic honey."; I said and he chuckled." I can't believe the date just went the opposite of my expectations."I said and I sighed.

"The night is still young."Alex said and I looked at the time. For sure it was still early.

"Yeah. But maybe we should stop the dating thing. It's not working out at all. The dates we planned all of them backfired and now this one it just had to go the way it went.. Let's just be us. It's not like a date will help in anything. I just wanted to feel how people feel but I don't think I want to go on a date anymore. I don't even know what a date is."I said chuckling and Alex chuckled too.

"I don't know what a date is too. But I really has a surprise for you. Do you still want it?"he asked and I smiled at him.

"No I don't want it. Let's just go home."I said and I leaned on his chest. Maybe this date shit was not meant to be.

"Okay baby. I'm really sorry for today. I really need a good education on how to take you for a date. I promise I'll make it up to you baby."he said and I smiled. I really don't care if he'll make it up to me or not. All I want is him not anything else. 

We reached home to find Shawn and Felix. What would Shawn and Felix be talking about? I asked myself when we found them sitted at the couch.

"Heey Kimberly?"Felix greeted me and I smiled at him. I looked at Shawn who avoided my eyes then at Felix again who has shifted his gaze to Alex. What the fuck is happening here.

"So, Alex, I owe you one."Felix said to remove the awkward atmosphere. Shawn is acting really weird and I wonder what the fuck is going on with him.

"You sure do."Alex said and I wanted to go and sleep. I'm tired and even though I was bragging about being used to wearing the heels, they really fucking made me tired.

"I'm going to sleep."I announced and Shawn looked at me his face worried. I looked at him one last time and I looked at Alex who nodded. He perked my lips and I blushed looking away.

"I'll join you shortly."he said and I left after telling Felix goodnight. I didn't tell Shawn because he's pretending to not notice me.

When I reached the room, I freshened up and I wore my usual night wears and just as I was about to get in the bed, I   heard a knock. I went to open the door and saw Shawn standing there."what do you want?"

"How are you?"he asked instead.

"Why wouldn't I be? As you can see I'm fine. I just don't know what the fuck is wrong with you. You are acting really weird."I said and he chuckled.

"No I'm not. Aren't you gonna let me in?"he asked and I opened the door widely and I let him in.

"What is it Shawn?"I asked him going to the couch to sit and he followed me..

"I'm here to ask how you are. How was the date?"he asked smirking and I sighed.

"I don't know."I said and he chuckled.

"How come you don't? You are allover the news. Alexander's wife who slapped a woman who wanted to wreck her home. There are so many titles."he said and I smiled. That's what the fuck I wanted. The news to reach people who are thinking of messing with my marriage. I know Alex must have messed up with so many women before but I can't have them attacking me every time. They need a little message as well as a warning because whores are gonna keep coming.

"Kim, aren't you a little worried?" He asked and I laughed.

"Why would I be when I'm the one who wanted that."I replied.

"You don't care about your image?"he asked and I chuckled.

"My image? Fuck no. What image I'm I maintaining. I'm married and a woman is messing with my husband right in front of me and you want me to maintain my image? Bitches like that need a fucking lesson."I said.

"Yeah but you are fucking trending right now. There are so much negative comments about what you did. There are even trolls and shit like that."he said and I laughed.

"How the hell does news travel this fast? It has not even been long and news are all over? Listen Shawn don't worry about me because I don't care what others have to say. I did what I felt was right to me and that's all that matters. Fuck comments. Who are those people saying this and that. They ain't gonna help me when my husband is snatched away, they are gonna talk just like they are right now. Why would I care about them?"

"You have really changed sweetheart."Shawn said smiling at me."but in a good way. You are stronger and something else. You are confident. I like this new you."he added and I smiled.

"I like the new me too. Alex wants to appoint some bodyguards to me and that's what the new me is leading me. I have a fucking driver and bodyguards. That's the only part I don't like about all this new me shit."I said.