Chapter162: I'm sorry 5

"What do you mean?"Alex couldn't help but ask when he heard what Stefan said.

"It's long story. So it happened like this ....."he couldn't finish the statement because Kimberly moaned and they both shifted their attention to her.

"Baby.. are you awake?"I heard Alex ask and I opened my eyes to be welcomed by a hazy image of Alex's face looking at me. I blinked a few times to get the hazy images from my eyes and I could see Alex now clearly." How are you feeling? Do you feel any pain somewhere? Stefan is here he would know what do so that you won't feel pain anymore. Talk to me baby."Alex talked nonstop and I smiled at him.

"How will I talk if you don't give me a chance to talk honey."I said softly and sweetly and Alex looked at me guiltily.

"Okay, my mouth is shut now. Talk to me baby."he said taking my hands in his.

"I'm okay Alex. You on the other hand don't look great. You need to loosen up a bit honey."I told him and I bet I saw him breath in a relief.

"I'm glad you are doing well baby. Now that I'm sure you are fine, I can breath in a relief and loosen up just like you said but I have something I'm really mad at right now."he said looking all serious and I frowned.

"What is it that you are mad at?"I asked him looking at him.

"It's not what but who. I'm really mad at you baby. You can't go passing out on me like what you did. You make me worry so much."Alex said and I smiled then I sat up and I held his cheeks in between my small palms.

"I'm sorry honey. I'll try not to worry you anymore okay?"he said and he nodded his lips twitching and I know he wanted to smile but he was suppressing because he wanted to show me how serious he was with what he just said. I chuckled and I stretched his cheeks a little and I burst out laughing because of how cute he looked." You look so cute baby."I told him and the smile broke. Finally.

"You do know you are the only person allowed to do that to this handsome face of mine?"he said and I smiled climbing into his laps so that I can look at him without much straining but that's not the main reason though, I just love being on his laps.

"I know honey and I love you for it."I said and he brought his hands to hold me in place in his arms. I brought my hands to his hard chest and I looked at his face." Honey."I called him and he brought his chin on the space that separated by boobs then he looked up at me smiling.

"Yes, baby."he called looking at me really softly and there was something else in those eyes. I smiled at him then I looked away because I could feel my face getting red. I like behaving this childish and bratty with Alex because he takes it and he endures it. I think he loves it when I'm childish in front of him because he always smiles and I laughs and I love it when he smiles because trust me, you can't get your eyes off a laughing Alex but my childish act stopped when I noticed a figure standing somewhere to the corner of the room smiling at us.

I immideately looked at Alex in alert. Godammit, how the hell is his friend still in our bedroom? Did he just see my childish act and bratty attitude? I asked myself but then my inner self was like," yep bitch, he just saw that and he thinks you are a spoilt baby. He will never take you like seriously Kimberly."I groaned inwardly at what my inner self thought.

I looked at Alex who then looked at where I had just looked and he frowned." Why the hell are you still here Stefan?"Alex asked and Stefan kept smiling and it was kinda annoying 

"I didn't want to disrupt the romantic moments of the two of you by announcing my leave. I think I will leave now, I need to think of some pick up words to win some one. Who knows, this time I'll get lucky."Stefan said and I looked at him confused. What the hell is he talking about? I shrugged it off anyway because I want him gone so I don't ask what the hell that was about. He walked to the door but the he stopped and he looked at me." I'm really sorry for shit I pulled earlier. I didn't intend to cause trouble and for that I owe you."he said and he left.

I frowned when I got what he was talking about and my eyes widened when I remembered the situation I left before I passed out. I looked at Alex who seemed to have realised what I was panicking about.

"Calm down. Everything will be okay baby. Just promise that you will deal with all this calmly. Remember that you have our little angels growing in you there okay."he said and I breathed in.

"I was just so mad Alex. I couldn't take it when Anderson started pretending to apologize. His hypocritical apology can't make everything alright. It can't make me forget everything I have gone through in his absence when in literal sense he was just living some great life when my mom had to work her ass off to make ends meet. I really blame him for everything bad that did go wrong in my life."I said and I felt my eyes stinging. I'm about to cry and I can't do anything to stop the damn tears.

"Everything will be fine. All you need is to calm down baby. You can cry, I'll allow that but just don't be mad and crazy."Alex said and I frowned.

"There's no time I have been crazy."I defended and he raised a brow at me as if asking, 'are you sure? What about the shit you just pulled?'. I sighed then I admitted to the crazy thing." But in my defense, I was really angry when I remembered what I have gone through and the fact that he called Sheebalie honey. She's not even her daughter and he called her honey the moment she gets mad but then there's me who have to wait for almost twenty four fucking years for it. When he called me honey, I kinda lost it because I felt really disgusted by the name. I would never want him to call me that again."I said wiping my tears away.

"You don't mean that baby. That's just anger talking and once it passes, you will kind of regret it. You should maybe listen to what he has to say so that even if it's hating him, you will have enough reasons to hate him if that's what you will choose."Alex said and I sighed.

"I can't stand him Alex. I thought that I have moved past my anger and bitterness but seeing him, I can't just help it. Anger comes rushing in like a damn river."I said and he looked away awkwardly. I feel like he has something to say but he's Holding back."what is it?"

"I don't know if you are ready to hear this so I have to ask if you are ready to take what I will tell you."he said and I frowned.

"Say it."I said and he looked at me doubtingly but I smiled to show him that I'm fine. He sighed then he parted his lips to speak and I felt my heart start to race.

"Sheebalie is your biological sister."he said and I felt my heart stop for  a second but before I could even recover, a knock rung on the door and mom's voice rung.