Chapter155: hallucinating

"Alex, are you okay?"I asked Alex though I knew he wasn't okay. I know that maybe I can't relate to his story so I may not be knowing how he's feeling right now but I do know he's feeling awful. It's not easy to meet with the person who has hurt you all your life and be so calm about it.

"No I'm not okay baby."he said sighing then he laid on my boobs. I can see he's hurting. No wonder he was all tense the whole time at the ice cream Inn after each damn call. So it's because of the bastard Xavier. He even behaved like he didn't even take a life. He's really become a psychopath just like Alex said.

"I know you are not okay baby. I know. I just don't know what to do to make you feel better."I told Alex massaging his raven black hair that's always so soft and I wonder how the hell did he got all this beauty.

"You can just be safe and maybe we can stay like this for now. I can't lose you to him. You are the only thing that keeps me going baby. If I lose you, I would have lost everything."he said and I felt like crying some more but I blinked them damn tears away. God!! Pregnancy and emotions.

"I'll do that honey. I won't let anyone take me away from you. We will win this because you honey.."I said then I pulled him away from my boobs and lifted his head so that he can look at me." You are a winner. You have always been a winner and you will always be."I told him looking him in the eye and we stared into each other for a while and the next thing I knew, his lips were on mine.

He kissed me senseless and I kissed him back trying to catch up with his pace. He pulled away to let me breath and that's when I felt his hard dick Pocking at me. I smiled at him but he looked away. I know what he's thinking right now. He doesn't want to have sex because he thinks it's bad for the babies and as much as I am touched by that, I need sex. He needs it too and I know it's not a healthy thing to do right now to calm him down, but it's the best option.

"Alex, I want you."I told him and I saw the hesitation in his eyes but before he could say anything, I got away from his laps where I was straddling him and I knelt between his legs looking straight into his eyes.

"Baby, what are you doing?"he asked but I continued to unbutton his jeans pants and then I went to the zipper. I pulled his pants down but Alex refused to push himself up so that I can pull them down further." No, I can't let you do this right now."he said and I smiled.

"But I want to pleasure you right now honey. It's okay, I'm not hurt or something, I'm still me Alex."I told him and he looked at me.

"But you are pregnant now. I can't let....."

"And you are rock hard Alex."I told him brushing my fingers on his dick inside his boxers and I heard him hiss. I caressed him some more and that's when he lifted his hips up. I pulled his pants down, then his boxers and his dick sprung out standing up above his belly. Just as I thought, he was so hard right now.

I lifted my hands and I held him in my hands and I started stroking him then I moved my lips to his shaft and he hissed holding the sheets in his hands tightly. I then started licking him from his shaft to his base. I couldn't get enough of Alex's face right now. It was obvious he was having a good time and that encouraged me more. I could feel myself getting wetter by the minute but right now it's about Alex.

I pulled my legs together to reduce the feeling of me wanting him right at that moment. I took him in my mouth and he moaned and I smiled his dick still in my mouth. I moved up and down his dick and I couldn't get happier than I was doing this for Alex but I think I got full of myself because as I started to increase the pace, I chocked.

"Damnit baby, are you okay?"Alex asked lifting me up from my knees. I was coughing and I cursed myself for not doing the right thing. Well, you can't blame me, Alex just doesn't let me do this for him most of the time and now I'm inexperienced.

"I think I took you so deep in my throat. You are just so big."I complained and he chuckled. I smiled seeing him chuckle like that, I always want to see him smile. I pulled my clothes away and then I straddled him and helped him out of his shirt." But now I want that big dick in me right now."I told him taking him in my hands then I lifted myself up a little bit then I took him to my entrance and I lowered myself on him until he was all in me.

"Damn, baby I'm so deep in you."Alex said and I smiled.

"Yeah?"I asked rocking my hips Alex's hands on my hips helping me." It feels so good."I told him and he smiled and he brought his mouth on mine kissing me.

After a few rounds of love making, I was stupid wasted and so was Alex but he did manage to clean us both but I can't remember what happened after that.

The next time I woke up, I was met with Andy's eyes and face smiling at me. I blinked a few times to make sure it was not me hallucinating because of how I have missed her.

"I'm not hallucinating right? You are here right?"I asked in a small voice and I saw Andy's face smiling at me.

"Of course you are hallucinating dummy."she said and I smiled sitting up but then when I moved to hug her, my bedsheets fell and I saw Andy's eyes widen. I looked at her questioningly and she covered her mouth.

"What is it stupid?"I asked her and she burst out laughing. I looked at myself and my mouth flung open and my eyes about to get out of their sockets." Oh my God!!"I screamed and I immediately took the sheets to cover my naked body. Damnit Alex! I cursed Alex inwardly. 

How the hell did he not dress me? I think I slept when he was bathing me. At least that's the only thing I remember, him washing me and whispering some sweet nothings to his unborn kids. I think that's why I slept because of how sweet he sounded.

"I'm really sorry about this. Damnit, umm.. I uuh..."

"It's okay Kim. It's not like I haven't seen that body anyways but I think the boobs are bigger. What the hell did you do?"she asked me and I rolled my eyes.

"You are not helping at all."I said trying to get out of the bed to go to the closet but as soon my feet touched the floor, I flinched and I lifted them up immideately because of the cold and I heard Andy laugh some more." Can you please, get me the slippers on the other side of the bed instead of laughing at whatever the hell you think is funny."I told her and she lifted her hands but still laughing.

I know she will make fun of this moment for the rest our lives. But can I blame her? If I she were the one in my situation I would do the same. I sighed when she brought my slippers.