Sebastien's POV.
I failed at the one thing I promised myself to do when I found out she was my soulmate.
I hated failing and right now, I wasn't feeling good about what happened, she looked so terrified when he attacked her.
I brought her home so I could introduce her to my life and my family, brought her home, so she could get used to the idea that I was a vampire and I might have to turn her too as time went on, so we could live for a long time.
I planned to tell her everything about me, even things I didn't tell my dad and he was my closet person and confidant.
I wanted to empty all my feelings for her, even if we just met recently, but it felt like I knew her for a long time now, she felt safe, even asleep she looked really peaceful, I stared at her soft long lashes and her beautiful face, tucking the strands of her hair behind her ears, I marveled at how pretty her freckles were, I could spend days kissing it and telling how, how beautiful it was.
I planned everything, hoping for a successful reaction, but he went ahead an ruined my plans.
I was going to kill Gabriel, if I saw him one inch close to me or her again, he was lucky she fainted, I knew damn well how my killing drive was and no one could stop me when I was on a killing spree.
I winced as I rammed my feet in the cabinet, everything didn't go as planned and I don't know how I was going to relay to her about me and make her not scared of me.
"Sir, sir" she called out softly.
"Are you alright?" I turned to her quickly, wincing as I hit my feet again.
She glanced at me warringly, making my dead heart hurt.
"You don't have to be scared of me, I won't hurt you" I took the first aid kit from the cabinet to her.
"I don't really need help" she tugged her dress slowly.
"You have a cut on your forehead" I said calmly, reaching out to swab the cotton on her wound, but she still drifted backwards and sat at the corner of the bed.
"Stop being stubborn".
"I'm not stubborn, I don't want you treating me".
"If I don't clean your cut, more vamps would come in here and attack you". She finally let me dab her cut slowly, she winced when I pressed a little too hard.
"I don't know why I'm calm about this whole happening, even when you just told me what you are, and I just saw it with my eyes" she said slowly staring at me warringly like I was going to hurt her for what she said, with her heart beat as loud as drums people played in festivals.
"I won't hurt you, stop being scared of me" her heart beat slowed down and was finally beating normally.
"Anyone in my position will be scared" she shot back.
"You're actually right" I conceded.
"See" she rolled her eyes. "Can we talk about this, I know what you are but it's strange that I actually feel safe around you" she added.
I smiled at her and she gasped in shock, I realized that my canines were out, I quickly repressed them.
I tried to know what she was thinking and I was blocked out, she was really my soul partner and only our bond could make me read her mind. I will tell her about us soon.