Chapter 96- Soul Offered.

Sebastien's POV.

I could still feel the vibration in my body after last night.

I've never felt or behaved this way before after having sex, and I've had sex countless times, throughout decades I've lived, I never knew it was this euphoric, I couldn't even call it having sex, we literally made love, it felt like she took my soul with her, the only thing left of me, I offered it to her and she took it, she had all of me, I was so surprised about how I felt and reacted last night, she made me chant her name like an obsessed person.

I was practically worshiping her, I was sure the mother would be mad if she knew how much I worshipped another person last night.

"Fuck." I swore when I sat down, she even had me stuttering last night.

I never knew I could stutter that much, it was a wholesome and extremely euphoric feeling, it was more than just an euphoric feeling, it was something I felt to my bones just by reminiscing it.

I wanted her more than ever after last night, it was insane but I wanted it to happen over and over again, we did it again, but I was afraid of hurting her, because the beast in me wasn't even tamed, it also called for her and needed her, when I felt slid into her, it felt like heaven, I had reached my highest point of ecstasy, it was insane, the feeling reached the borderline of driving me crazy,it felt like ridding a rollercoaster with all my favourite toys and meals close to me and with my favourite people, but the rollercoaster in this situation I rode it with her, she was the one in my mind, she was the one I thought of so desperately right now.

I sighed as I took the art she gave me out, when she gave me this as a gift, I was so thankful, I could have cried right there, but I couldn't do it, it would've looked really stupid, my emotions were all over last night, I'm sure she could even sense or notice some of it, I was practically the most emotional vampire she had seen, she had me stuttering like a baby learning how to speak, I'm sure even a speech impaired person didn't stutter the way I did last night.

To think that as a vampire, we may be emotionless for some people, but that happened with people or vamps we did not care about, if we cared about anyone, or even hold them in high esteem,the heightened sense we had comes into place.

And I love her so freaking much, I was obsessed with her, she owned me, she could tell me to bark and I would easily turn into a dog for her.

I know my thoughts right now are scrambled and some are even funny, but I couldn't help but think about everything that was going through my head right now, I had never felt this way after being with a woman, but Raina made me feel this way, it was really surprising, new and to top it off, I felt good, it was like I took my personal brand of heroin last night, even a drug addict that got happy through drugs wouldn't describe this unexplainable feeling I had, no matter how many times I formed it into words, nothing could describe it perfectly.

I'm sure it was more than our mate bond that connected us light night, she took my soul and I'm sure she'll never know it, that she now owned me totally.

She drove me totally crazy, I'm sure if I see her again, I would start rambling like a crazy lunatic.

Thinking of her made my cock harden again all over, I really wanted to be inside her again, I need to be inside her, I craved it, but I didn't want to hurt her, last night I was even very careful so I wouldn't hurt her, I didn't even release my most primal side, I smiled when I remembered how she smiled when I told her I was going to worship her last night.

I groaned when I remembered her look when she came while I was inside her, it drove me crazy, I didn't think I had it in me to control myself like I did last night, but I realized that I could, because that look sent me into different waves of pleasure and I wanted to bite her and drink her blood while being in her, we vampires did that, even with vamps like us, I had to control myself a lot, I was surprised at the immense amount of control I had last night and when we did it again, I withdrew myself with utmost patience, so I wouldn't hurt her with how heightened my emotions were,.my emotions was all over the top last night, that's why I had to go for lot's of runs.

I had to go out lots of time in the night to run and let loose of the primal feeling in me, I wanted her for a long time, I still do, I want her more than I ever did, I never knew feelings could grow this way till it wanted to explode, but it was growing, it felt like it'll explode and also not at the same time.

I paused coming back to observe my surroundings when I heard footsteps outside my door, I sighed as I stood up, going downstairs, I saw Matteo, Gabriel and Lyn walk in, they looked at me as I stared back at them in daze, I was still reminiscing about last night and I didn't even know how to react with them around right now, I was still in my own world thinking about everything, my cock was still as hard as granite, I'm sure if they looked down right now, they would see it, I'm sure they even saw it already, but kept a neutral expression.

"Hey, you look like you had your soul snatched." Matteo said with a mocking tone, I was right when I said they would tease me if they knew why I was dazing right now, and it looked like they were about to catch on right now, I looked at him and rolled my eyes, silently begging my cock to calm down, I'm sure they could even smell how turned on I was right now, and Matteo could easily sense my emotions, that's why he even said that to me teasingly.

"You came here to annoy me?" I asked, and they laughed, I scoffed sitting down.

"Your emotions are all over the place." Matteo said smirking at me, he eyed Gabriel and Lyn and they were smiling.

"And with the way Raina was also behaving this morning, it's obvious you had sex." Lyn said.

"So what's your point?" I shrugged clasping my legs together, the mention of Raina's name was getting my cock which started relaxing hard again.

"My point is, you're both crazy, Raina is dazing all over the place, and here you are dazing too." Lyn said.

"Your brother is in love." Matteo said.

"He's more than obsessed with his mate." Matteo added and I glared at him.

"Can we stop readint emotions, they are all over the place today, let's rest shall we." I told him sternly and he just shrugged.

"I never knew they would be someone to make you feel this way," Gabriel said with a smile, "it's surprising, it's even scary in a way, I'm thinking about how mine would be if I did have a mate too." Gabriel added.

"They have bonded, he practically binded his soul to her," Matteo said and I scoffed, "nah, let me rephrase it," he said with a mischievous smile, "she has his soul." He added and Lyn mouthed a "wow."

"You know even with all these, please don't kill her for me." Lyn said dramatically.

"How am I killing her?" I asked irritaitingly.

"The bite marks all over her, the hickeys." Lyn pointed out.

"Don't make me laugh, I didn't even do anything, I had a lot of controlling myself to do." I said.

"With the little fatigue I can see in your system," Matteo said and I glared at him, he was still reading off my emotions right now, "I'm guessing the fatigue is not from last night, few rounds of sex won't tire you out, you must have ran a lot." He said with a smile.

"Can you stop reading my emotions." I said.

"Run, like run?" Lyn asked laughing.

"It's what we three do when we want to let some steam or a lot of steam off." Gabriel said.

"Anyways, I should thank you, you didn't get her blood or drain her in anyway, you also didn't make her hurt, from her blush when I talked to her, you took care of her." Lyn said and I rolled my eyes.

"She's glowing, she looks so beautiful, much more, I have a crush on your girl brother." Lyn said.

I smiled thinking about how Raina glowed even when I left her this morning, she looked so beautiful, much more beautiful, it was like radiance added to her beauty.