Chapter 105- Engaged.

Raina's POV.

When Bas came up to the room, I was too embarrassed to face him, I kept thinking about everything I did that night and how embarrassing it was, and Lyn, Gabriel and Matteo's teasing didn't even help the situation, they knew how to tease well, they even teased themselves and also trouble each other, and today I was the teasing subject, I had to run away, and even when running, I was still so embarrassed.

I felt like the ground would open and swallow me, I even imagined myself sinking down, so I could avoid this embarrassment I had and felt.

I looked at the floor and back at him repeatedly, he smiled at me, and I blinked at him, I was worried about his reaction, I really did a number on him, the vomiting, I didn't just vomit once, but I vomitted twice, so it scared me, that I did more than embarass myself, I was nervous to even speak to him, I felt like when talking to him, he might even get mad at me, though right now staring at him, he didn't look mad, or irritated in anyway, he just kept staring at me with a small smile, and for the first time ever, his smile which I loved so much, unnerved me, it felt like he was angry, but he just kept smiling.

I told him how embarsssed I was and he told me that even vampires would act that way when they took the drink, and I heaved a sigh of relief, though I still felt embarsssed, perhaps today was my day of utmost embarrassment, I thought he would still be upset, but he told me he thought I was cute, that made all the worries I had, the fear that he was upset about what happened, and the fact that I was also embarsssed by it, it made all those worries leave my mind in the twinkle of an eye, I was sure I could make the Guinness book of record, if they wanted to pick on this, I would surely win, because my heart felt warmer, and every little worry I had dispelled because of that one word and sentence he made, I was amazed about how deep my feelings for him were, and how easily his words could go in my heart and stay there without leaving, it just remained there.

I looked up at him and smiled a little thinking about how our love started and was this way now, I really love this man so much, and I didn't know I could feel deeply like this, that I could even cultivate such feelings for anyone after my parents died, I shut my feelings for because I felt like everyone I loved ended dying,so I didn't want to love or care about anyone, but that changed when I met him, I may not have the excess power to protect him, but I was sure going to try anyways, it was better than not even doing that at all.

And to think he was a vampire, which would've made some people run away, but I wasn't scared, I was fully aware of what he was, but I wanted him, and I wanted to siay with him, an spent my whole life with him, this is why I decided to become a vampire, I wanted to spend time with him, and I wanted to be with him for a long while, forever even, I was scared of the future, but I was sure of whatever we had together now.

I smiled when he took me out to the balcony, I knew he had great view at the other castle, and I wanted to see this too, so I was very excited.

I paused when he showed me what he wanted, I kept blinking, it was boldly written; MARRY ME RAINA." I gasped a little, I was sure it came with a hiccup, when he knelt down with a ring, the ring was so beautiful I was in awe of how marvelous that ring was, and I was still shocked by the proposal, I couldn't even move.

I just kept staring at him and blinking at him, I saw him shake a little,but he kept kneeling looking up at me, expecting an answer.

But I knew I was definitely shocked about it, and he was so cute proposing romantically to me, I felt like he must have tried so hard to do this, so I decided to answer him, and stop staring or blinking, so I swallowed a little hoping the little action game me a little confidence.

I smiled at him, "yes I will marry you." I said softly and I was so shy, he heaved a sigh of relief, he slided the ring in my hands, I smiled at him, he stood up and picked me up for a kiss, I kissed him back fervently, till we broke apart breathing hard like we just finished racing.

I looked at the ring and smiled, it was very beautiful, it was silver, I smiled because it was my best jewelry type, he really listened a lot, if he knew that I loved silver jewelry and not gold, it was in a heart shape, the heart shape also had bouquet of flowers in it, this was mighty pretty, he really picked something I would love so much.

I kept staring at it with a smile on my face, then I stared back at him, then at the ring, I couldn't believe I was really engaged, it felt so unreal right now and, I felt extremely wholesome, the feelings right now, that were everywhere, and I'm sure he could see them, my feelings were so wholesome, I felt relieved and also happy, extremely excited, I wnated to scream , but I also wanted to the calm,I felt like doing something and also the opposite of what I wanted doing, it was insane, my emotions were everywhere.

I remember thinking of my future life with him, when I was deciding how I wanted to live my life with him, I never knew this day would come, I didn't even know he wanted it too as much as I did, but seeing this now, it was obvious he did.

And I was so happy, I suddenly saw an image of little children who looked like I and Bas, it made me shift back a little, I was right when I said that emotions being everywhere.

I blinked when I looked at him, he kept staring at my face with a smile, and I had to smile too, he was so adorable, more than he ever let on, he was very adorable.

Now I was finally going to spend this time with him, and I was happy and thankful for it.

"I'm happy you replied." He said.

"I was so scared when you kept blinking, I was practically shaking, when you didn't say anything, I kept thinking of ways I would use to convince you to make you accept when all you did was just stare at me, it terrified the shit out of me." He paused breathing hard a little.

"I know this proposal is not as romantic as you may like, I tried the little I could do to propose." He added and I smiled.

"I'm sorry for making you terrified,but I was  genuinely surprised and also shy, mostly surprised that's why I couldn't say anything and I just kept blinking at you." I said.

"I kept thinking of our future family, and I was totally lost in thought too." I said softly and I smiled when he looked at me and drew me closer, kissing my forehead, he hugged me tight and I did the same.

"I'm happy it was because you were nervous," he said, "I even thought you won't want to.be with me.

"Woah, I'm sorry for making you feel that way." I said softly and he smiled.

"You know I almost forgot, I had something to say to you, I wanted you to be the first before I could tell Lyn, Matteo and Gabriel." I said and he turned staring at me with seriousness. I waved at him telling him to shake it off.

"I'm nervous." He said and I smiled.

"Don't be, you'll love the what I want to say." I said.

"What you're saying is making me even more nervous." He said and I laughed, he was taking this news like it was some nuclear bomb.

"After much consideration, and also acceptance and love and everything I've gotten so loved here, and I want that to happen till we leave this earth." I said with a beam.

"I want to be a vampire, I've decided that I'm finally ready to be one." I said and he blinked, I now understood why he said he was nervous while I was blinking, Bas blinking right now had me nervous.

 "Thank you so much." He said with a wide smile and I kissed his lips.