Chapter four

She sat over his chair now wallowed in shame and sadness. Was this it? She thought to her self, as she wondered what she expected. She didn't actually expect much but she didn't expect to be left just like that, Not after that extreme exchange or energy, not after she let him have her. Maybe it was all one sided, maybe he just needed someone to nut in and she fell for the trap. 

Now she almost regretted it all and she couldn't take it back. How would she deal with him after now? Would his countenance towards her change? She was sad and confused.  Lang had warned her, but no! she kept a deaf ear.

It didn't take much time before her phone started to buzz and it was Scott,  he informed her he was downstairs waiting. She also noticed a text from Lang informing her to find her way home as she left early for some family business. She met up with Scott just in front of the building. She hopped into the car as he started the engine. He didn't speak much to her, and that was quite unusual. He was known to ask too many questions, one which people find offensive and quite in intruding. 

He made a stop at a large pharmaceutical store, excusing himself after informing her he would be back shortly. He was now back, and without taking much of her time. He returned with a well sealed item which he obviously got from the store 

Umm, Ray asked me to give you that.

Said you will be needing it.

Amanda was quite shocked by what Ray would want her to have. Okay that was unexpected! She thought. 

Is it a gift? Oh that's so thoughtful of him. She picked the little package up.

Ugh, I think you should open it first.

She proceeded with unwrapping it and yes shocking was an understatement to how she felt.

Oh.... She let out as she noticed Scott briefly staring at her, before he took his attention back to the road.

There is a bottle of water just beside you, you should take the pills.

Raymond wouldn't take a break from making her feel like shit. Why would he put her in a situation like this? Why would he ask Scott to give her a plan b pill? And not just ask her himself?

He probably thinks everyone is after his money and she might want to have his baby? 

Scott would go around knowing something she planned to keep a secret and maybe would tell another ear.

Don't worry, I won't tell another living soul about this.

That didn't make her feel better. Now Scott was helping her keep her one time affair with their boss a secret? She felt stupid, felt violated. Raymond was heartless, at least towards her because she didn't understand how the women in his life kept coming back or staying, they called way too much to be get treated like shit.

She proceeded to take the pills, she took way above normal amount of water which she wasn't quite sure why,  was it just dehydration? or maybe to keep busy and not wallow in shame? She felt like screaming, like crying out loud. Oh no wonder Scott wasn't talking earlier as usual.

Ugh...

You know...

He never really sleep with people without.... You know, protection.

He said that with a corny tone as he accompanied his humour deprived joke with a corny laughter.

So.... What's the deal with you two? 

Amanda wondered why he thought she needed to know those info, if he would just shut up, focusing just on the business that pays him, she would appreciate. She found herself not saying anything to him, even though he tried to engage in more conversations.

He made a stop by her apartment as she got down. "Thank you" she said before heading inside.

It's been a crazy week, Ray has been very much occupied, or at least he seemed really busy. He was always up and about, he barely sent for her. She had missed his morning coffee on different occasions but he never complained. Cammie had recently frequented his office during work hours and they sometimes even left together. Tyler and Lang had noticed the sudden change in her countenance as they constantly asked if she was okay, or if she was having any issues she would like to share with them. And of course there was no way to tell anyone about her one time sex with her boss who now can't even stand her.

"I'm fine, there is no problem" she always answered. But Lang, she was abit more persuasive that she had to lie about her old best friend being sick and hospitalized in Nigeria, which resolved to her having to put up with the almost everyday question on how her supposed bestie was doing.

It was a Thursday afternoon, her self and Lang had gone for lunch just by the Chinese restaurant across Blazzer. She ordered her usual, her new obsession, Sushi. Lang just had rice with soup. Lunch was going great till Ray walked in with Cammie. They sat just adjacent to them, but her only concern was why they had decided to seat this close to them. Cammie all over him, she threw herself at him with any given chance.

Hey if anyone stared at me that much, I'd be uncomfortable. Lang said drawing her attention back to their table.

What?? I can't even look around anymore? Amanda said, dipping her chop stick into her sushi. 

Yes, while looking around, maybe you not stare at your boss or his girlfriend for too much.

She is not his girlfriend. Amanda didn't know what made her say that, she realized how naive and absurd she sounded. He had no reason to lie to her. Or did he? Maybe they had some romantic kind of relationship but not as girlfriend and boyfriend. She didn't want to look at them that way, it made her feel worse, so she was a little willing to live in denial.

That over there says other wise. Lang said directing her gaze to where Ray and Cammie seated. Cammie was kissing ray, and he was kissing her back. She knew they definitely had some kinda of affair, but not one she thought he would bring public. Not one she thought he was willing to show to everyone. 

Look, I have to be the one to always tell you things that make it look like I don't want you happy, but someone have to tell you the truth when you can't see it. What ever it is between you too, you should let it go, it will never end well.

She heard Lang say and she simply couldn't take it anymore. It wasn't enough that he ghosted her, he was now humiliating her. She suddenly sprung out of her seat, barging to the exit till she was out of view. 

Ray had noticed Amanda's dramatic exit, he was worried for her. He noticed how they were initially talking and looking their direction before Cammie decided to make him show off an obvious fake affection. Over the past few weeks, he had avoided much activities with Amanda, she was way too vulnerable to play the games of no string attached. He was helping her, helping her avoid being in any situation that could lead to what she might regret. He wouldn't be completely honest if he said he didn't notice how she always kept a tab on him. She would look at him every now and then. But why was he taking note? Perhaps he was avoiding her for his own good too. Because there were obviously other women who can't take their gaze off him and he barely noticed, fact is, he cared less.  

Shit! He muttered under his lips. All Tyler had to do was was hire an elderly but agile person for the job and non of this would have been his predicament. He and Cammie was never actually the PDA kind of people so it was almost strange that Cammie had initiated that kiss. 

Was she trying to pass a message? And why? Was it so obvious that there was a certain type of energy between himself and his assistant? He hoped not.  

Ray was soon back to his office, noticing Amanda's absence from her desk. He needed her to sort out documents, and send mails to some companies. He had tried calling her, but it had directed him to voicemail. 

Later that day Tyler had informed him of Amanda having to leave early as she wasn't feeling too well, but that didn't still define the reason why she had earlier stormed off like that, but he hoped he was wrong. 

Amanda was home now, all wrapped in her sleeping blanket, she was reading a book titled "life of luxury". Yea, the irony. She buried herself in a pool of chocolate cookies, as she frowned at the thought of being in that particular page for hours now. She had left early after reporting sick. Yea, she was sick of feeling shitty and being taunted with her bosses choice of always flaunting women around. 

If anyone was to know her reasons for leaving work, it would definitely give her a bad look. Unprofessional! Like how did all this happen? How did she fall for her boss so badly? She was struggling to hold her the urge but after that office sex, all hell had been let loss. She had officially fallen. She was afraid her behavior could not be excused for lust anymore. But damn! that night in his office was one to never forget. She finally discovered something she loved more than chocolate. The memory of that night had unfortunately, or maybe fortunately been inscribed into her memory. His long hard shaft which made her limbs tremble. His shaft took control of every part of her pussy, it hit the cores of her Virgina, pain and pleasure all at once. But pleasure sure won the battle.

She found her self now touching her lower sexual aura, the slippery moisty liquor which now covered her fingers, she moaned to her own touch.

Oh Ray, what have you done to me!  The memory of how he repeatedly spanked her ass sent her wanting him even more.

Oh Ray....

She jumped by the sudden knock on her door.

What the....  She quickly put herself in order.

Be right there! She rushed to the bathroom, washing her hands and attending to the door.

Lang stepped in, looking around like she was looking for something or someone as she stood behind her wondering why the Weird behavior.

Where is the man?

Amanda still hold the door open now making a confused expression.

Ugh, what man?

I heard voices. Lang said as she she made her way to the kitchen before retreating to the room, dropping her hand bag on the table as she sat on the mattress.

Maybe I was just talking to my self. Amanda responded as she banged the door then moving closer to her friend.

So why did you lie about not feeling well?

Because I'm not. Amanda said before hopping into the and helping her self with the duvet.

Well, apparently, I don't know how true that is.

Or maybe we should thank God for a quick recovery. Amanda said as she picked up her book.

Uhh, I don't know, do you smell something?

Something like what Amanda asked.

Lies, like someone cooked up some lie around here. And I wonder who?

Amanda burst into laughter. I hate you. She said as she collapsed on Lang.

You cute little lier. Lang said as she gave her a quick light shake.

Her self and Mrs Lang went about just discussing random stuff, mainly about work and Africa. She tried as much she could to avoid the Ray questions. The day went by, Lang left almost 7pm before she showered and continued her book.

It was Thursday the next day, almost a regular day if not that Ray had arrived work with an obvious anger. He had almost gone off at her for not bringing his coffee on time. 

What was wrong with with him? Why was he being an ass hole? Well not that was new. She had planned to be cold on him today, but no! He was a step ahead of her. 

Hey, hey. She heard Lang almost whispering as she tip toed into her office.

Whats wrong with Ray, she asked.

Oh, everyone could tell something was wrong with him today? It wasn't just her?

I wish I knew. Amanda responded in a whisper.

I don't know, I heard him him in an argument with Tyler about a contract. I don't really know in details, but I think they lost a contract or something.

Which one? Amanda asked.

I don't know.....    You are gonna need some extra strength, cause days like this, you are gonna need a therapy session after the day. She said as she walked to the exit.

Lucks. She added.

Waiittt.... She whispered but Land had left her view and probably didn't her.

Her intercom had began to ring. It was Raymond.

Hello....

In my office, now.

Within the next minute she was before him, he had his hand on his forehead as he was looking down on his iPad scrolling down something it appeared.

I'm here...

He maybe didn't hear her because he didn't respond like he did. His hair slightly ruffled. His hair had it own personality cause in what ever mood Ray appeared to be, the hair always stood out.

Sir.....

I know you are there. He snapped in.

Oh sorry, she muttered.

Why did you leave work early yesterday? 

I informed Mr Tyler that i wasn't Well and took permission to leave early.

Do you work for Mr Tyler?

No.

Does he pay you?

She knew the answer to that but couldn't get her self to speak, he was upset at her and he was right to be. She let her feelings get the better part of her.

Does he pay you!? He grew more livid as he stood on his feet.

Answer me! His voice now slightly pitched as he moved closer to her.

Amanda was frightened by his tone and how close he was to her. She had never seen him this upset or raised his voice at anyone. She folded up as her eyes became teary.

Answer me! Amanda.

Does he pay you?

No.

She finally said, she shut her eyes as tears rolled down her cheek.

Ray was upset about everything, he was upset about the deal they lost, he was upset that she had left the day before without telling him but maybe he had gone too far. He saw how frightened she was as he yelled at her. Now standing before her as she shut her eyes as tears rolled down her cheek, all his anger had dissolved. He saw past all his disappointments. He saw her in tears and he never wanted to make her cry.  He wanted to hold her and tell her how sorry he was. He wanted to wipe her tears and kiss her soft tender lips. He wanted another round of their last encounter they shared in this same office, but he didn't want to look like he was taking advantage of her.

Next time, I want to be aware. That all I'm saying.

He moved back to his chair as a breeze of awkwardness took over.

I needed you to sort out some stuffs yesterday, but since you were not available, I will need you to sort them over the weekend.

It's a list of some of our big business associates from the 90s to early 2000. t

They are over three hundred in number, I need you to group them according to which made the most progress over the years. You can use Google and also make some research. 

Also, you will sending them all a mail about our new enhancements and products. I will be emailing them to you now, along with their email address.

That will be all for now.

Amanda tried to listen attentively, to avoid her asking questions. She thanked God she was able to assimilate and understand almost every thing he said.

Okay. She said as she turned, taking her leave.

I will be needing a hard copy when you are done sorting them.

Amanda paused then turning around, Scott is going drive to your place,  probably on Saturday, so he can pick it up.

Okay.

She left his sight though she didn't really see the chances of sorting everything, over three hundred companies between that short period, but hoped she would somehow be able to pull through. She never really worked weekends except it was important but he had planned informing her the day before but she wasn't on seat.

The rest of the day passed quite almost calmly, Ray had left the office earlier than usual. Lang informed her of how they lost an old client to a new tech company in town and how they are expected to buckle up from henceforth, making sure no one else slips away From them. 

It was Friday already, she had been buried in the task at hand for the past twenty four hour. She doubted the possibility of rounding off by the next day but she still forwarded her address to scott as instructed.