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I jumped in fear when the door bust open 

“ Stop barging inside my room Carl”i yelled at my brother angrily 

“Uncle Dante is here” he yelled back and I rushed into the bathroom to freshen up

Uncle Dante was my favorite because he was always around whenever my father would go long trips,He call me his favorite too and have secretly been teaching her how to shoot,I know my father won’t be happy when he hears that ,its me and Dante’s secret and I don’t intend on telling anyone else he said his going to stop if i tell. 

After i freshened up,I quickly rushed downstairs 

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY “ Everyone yelled and my jaw dropped 

I turned to my Father and saw him holding a huge gift box and my mom was holding a huge pink princess cake ,i hated pink but I’m

A cold night

London seems to accept me as I have made friends, even though I still can't tell who Hendrix is, a foe a friend I can't say,

He is one of those types who just get to know you better and they begin to act all nice.

My main focus is Emilia, her red hair, her bright smile, that never leaves her face

I like Emilia, oh Emilia, beautiful Emilia  I think  I am stalking her, but I can't tell because I see her everywhere I go and I like it

Feels weird, feels okay and she smiles at me

And I freeze until she speaks, I listen to her voice, whatever I hear sounds like gold to me.

We meet up a couple of times and mostly eat lunch together with Ethan who is always on a run from the girls, turns out he is a movie star who wants to finish high school, he started young and now he wants to experience high school but his fans would not let him.

Since he came in the whole school has been upside down  I bet his world is the same too.

It is quite difficult to tell. What he is thinking as he is always smiling and his smiles could charm anybody at any time.

He has that great tv smile, you don't get to see and he smiles at everyone and everything.

I would smile all year round if my life was that successful and peaceful.

I do miss everyone at home but I miss Emilia more even though she is close

She calls me Hastings, something like a pet name, the way she calls it, but I like my name better on her lips, I like it when she cars my name.

Like I am all she sees at the moment I am gold and it is all that matters.

I don't tell her all of this it is too early, I don't tell her any of this, it would make us awkward,

But I hold her hand most of the time, we spend time together and never always leave each other,

And we miss each other when the other is far, no I miss her when she is far away in her dorm feels like a thousand light-years between us.

I want to tell her how I feel, I want to show her how I feel but I am stuck,

Stuck behind friendship, stuck in the illusion of scattering a bond, our bond if she doesn't see me that way.

Amber would know what to say, she would find the proper words for me to use, but I want to do this myself I have to tell her soon, no today, today is better, and if she said no, I'll know I tried and my heart will break and I will try again and break it even more until my heart breaks no more and then I will show her ,I still love her no matter what

Chapter forty six