Chapter 145

Roberta shaw waited patiently for the doctor to come out and tell her how her daughter was fairing.

It was night now and she had been expectant waiting for them to come out of the operating room and when she finally saw the door open.

She quickly stood up as he turned and looked at sam who was seated at the other end

He was pensive too and he rubbed his hand on his suit , his anxiety getting the most of him, he wanted to hear some void news , he had no room for any more sad news.

His heart was pounding in his chest , be could not wait for the doctor to reach where they 

Stood , so he walked towards him and inquired about his baby girl , and the doctor said to them "I am sorry but we lost her , we tried all we could but one of the bullets had punctured through her spleen really bad ,I am sorry he concluded.

Immediately Sam fainted and was rushed into one of the rooms by the doctor and a fee nurses close by , he was having a heart attack.

Sam shaw was placed under oxygen and an ekg monitored his heart rate

Roberta did not move from where she was , she just sat down there and wet her palms which were covering her face.

She sat there and thought of her life how it had dwindled in the blink of an eye.

She would get these people for this , of the law did not favour her she would take it onto her hands.

She stood now gently and went to see her daughters body.

Debbie was lying on the table she was pale and when her mother put her hand over her eyes to close it she felt the cold that now resided in the body.

She began to speak to her child as tears rolled down her eyes her speech was filled with the pain that made her words incoherent.

Guilt brought the Pangs that tore her being to pieces as she looked at the girl who was thinking of going to the uni , she even worked after school hours to save for school.

Now it was all gone , because she could not look away like other cops did , sometimes.

She hit her self in the head with the palm of her left hand as she sobbed.

She knelt on the floor until a nurse came and took her out of the room back to the waiting area.

What funeral home would you like to take her mam.

She did not answer the nurse who when and put the body in a cooler with the assistance of two others.

And went back to continue her other duty.

Roberta left the hospital and entered her car she went to her home and walled upstairs.

She went straight to her daughters room and began to ran sack the house searching for something,something she knew she'd just lost , something she did not know where she had  kept it.