CHAPTER FOUR - The Letter

Yeah, at this point, before I continue, let me just explain a little on what happened the other side and how her mother found out.

Oh and if you're wondering how I know what happened, Selena told me. I did not plant cameras in their house, no, no. I didn't do that.

I know I already explained it but yeah after I got my kiss and went home, Selena entered the house and was in her room, that's the time when we were talking and her parents arrived home. Well the thing is Selena doesn't have a phone of her own, so she'd use the old phone to text me and she would sometimes use her mother's phone to text me on Instagram.

At this time, she was using the old phone which is more of a house phone. The thing is, her mother clearly told her not to be using it, but she still used it when they were not around.

She was texting me and her mother just entered Selena's room and Selena panicked and hid the phone under her pillow but her mother already saw her do that and got the phone from under her pillow, unlocked it, and found it on my chat.

She began reading the chats and yeah now you can connect it to the time when my messages were being read and the phone call. So after the phone call, Selena went in her room and wrote a letter that she'd give Esther on Monday to give me. Yes, Selena is someone who loves writing letters. The goodness is, I still have the letter that she wrote, so I won't miss a thing. The letter read,

"I don't even know why. She just came in unexpectedly. I panicked so I hid the phone under my pillow but she saw. She got the phone and read the chat. After a few minutes, she came back and started threatening to tell my dad. Eventually, she told me to call you and tell you everything. Instead, I deleted the chat. She was pissed! And that's how I called you. I didn't have the guts to tell you, that's why I hesitated. I was breaking down inside and I didn't want to do the same thing to you. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I never meant to get you into my problems or get in trouble. I just happened to fall in love with you at the wrong time. I can't believe I'm about to do this. It's heartbreaking. You made me feel special. You've cared for me. You've been by my side from the beginning. You've shown me the good sides of love, when no one else could. But it is time for it to come to an end. I never saw this day coming because I never wanted it to happen. It's so hard to let you go but if you love someone, that's what you do. I promise to come back for you one day and fulfill the promises I made. I'm not leaving you. I will always be here. And I will fight to get you back. One day, I'll be back. I'll be able to give you a hug. I'll be able to laugh with you again. I'm not going anywhere, no one will ever take your place. I hope you won't forget about me, because I know I won't. You will always have a place in my heart. Don't give up on me, please! I know it's all my fault. I should have been more careful. And I know I've ruined everything we built together. I will never forget the memories we shared, all the special moments we had. I can't let my feelings for you disappear like I never knew you. I wish I could change what happened, but I can't. I can't hug you anymore. I can't kiss you anymore. I can't talk to you anymore. I can't see you anymore. It hurts me so much to know it has to end here. I will always love you. My heart only beats for you. Everything will be fine. Because I promised myself to never let you go. My best friend, boyfriend, a guy with many nicknames, I LOVE YOU. I promise, you're my present and future, forever!"

So, that was the letter. I will attach the original letter at the end of it all. Well, Selena was right about one thing, that she will come back. So Selena wrote this letter the same Friday but I only go to see it on Monday at 18. So on Friday, Selena found a way to text me on Instagram at around 21:08.

Selena: Hi, I don't know what happened she just entered the room and I panicked so I hid the phone under the pillow but she saw it and got it and read the chat.

Me: I don't even know what to say. I'm still shaking

Selena: I'm so sorry. I didn't expect it to end so soon.

Me: What are you talking about?

Selena: What? You're not breaking things?

Me: No! Why should I? Let's continue dating. We'll just be more careful.

Selena: Are you sure?

Me: Yes. Very sure.

Selena: Okay, I expected you to break up with me, but thank you for understanding and not leaving me.

Me: Like I always say, I will always be here for you and I will never leave you. I always understand.

Selena: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

That's how Selena and I continued dating. We didn't let anything stop us or break us apart. On Monday, Selena gave Esther the letter she wrote to give me. When I got the letter I texted her about it, but she said she wrote the letter on Friday before texting me. She just thought I should have the letter. I don't even know how Selena was able to text me. She'd use her mother's phone and at times she'd use the house phone without her parents knowing. She was still able to sneak out of the house to come and see Esther, or rather use Esther to see me.

One thing I should've done was listen to Selena's mother. Wanna know why? Wait for what happens next.